woo hoo.. im goin zpop ltr.. tink it will be filled w fun.. haha.. will be with mei mei.. yi wei.. shawn.. and daniel.. amanda suddenly say she dun wanna go.. =c.. haiz.. tot can have fun with her.. seems like its not goin to happen la..nvm la.. will update her abt wat happened on monday or ltr.. wah.. im so excited.. gonna hear energy sing ltr.. woo hoo.. whahahahha.. lalalallallalalalalalalallalalala.. k la..gotta go get ready le.. will tell u wat happen de.. dun worri k.. buaiz..

sighz.. wat is life man? nw im gettin more involed in council.. at least i went for 2 consecutive days. thou its nt my first time but.. haiya.. dunno hw to say la.. ltr im gonna stay up and do work and i tell u mr daniel tan will make noise again.. haiz.. i haven finish my homework.. haven finish my council stuff.. haven even do my anniversary tings.. y all of a sudden im so busy??????????? can anybody tell me?????? well.. life is really so tiring la.. dun feel like going sch tml la.. xianz.. see how la.. k la.. gotta go do work le.. dun write le.. if nt i sure die de.. kk.. cant say dat word.. darlin dun like.. k la.. write another day..

sighz.. came home early from sch.. my head is spinnin.. round and round and round.. OMG!!!!!!! and its getting on my nerves.. xianz.. now can do nth but rot at home..now have to wait for darling to end sch dan go eat with him.. last nite we quarrelled again.. so tired know.. always will get into fights w him.. really wonder wen will be the day both of us cant take it annymore.. i love him alot and he love me alot too.. but why muz such ting always happen? i dun wan i dun wan.. i wan us to be like b4.. wen everything was juz so happy.. i really love my dear alot.. i cant imagine how my life will be without him.. i really need him in my life lor.. he is really the greatest thing dat has ever happened to me.. i love my darling.. but its unavoidable dat there are quarrels here and there.. sighz~ i know he's goin thru a tough time now.. shld i juz put aside everything and always be patient to him.. haiz.. 5th mth comin le.. dunno wat to do.. so i will be folding hearts for him. since it will be the 27/08.. i shall fold 278 hearths.. only few days left.. dunno if gt enuf time not.. its ok la.. as long as its for my dearest baobeianything im also willing to do.. even if it means like last mth liddat.. not sleeping for the entire nite.. haha.. im willing to do so.. k la.. theworld is really spinnin badly la.. i go slp le.. buaiz..

wah... today is the worst day ever la.. was suppose to let the sch know dat im the new housecap.. but guess wat i cant go on stage.. cuz ms choong strike off my name.. she say im on probation.. wat the hell.. she even suspect tat alyssa jiam and me are in cahoots lor.. she really is nuts.. i have never seen a tch like her b4.. so vicious.. she really horrible lor.. i never had a tch dat was so bias against me.. im a nice ger.. im a nice student.. even mrs poh oso not so bad to me lor.. why do jc tchs all so horrible? they really sux lor.. ltr hav to go see her.. dunno wat crap she wanna sae again.. juz let her be la.. wanna kick me out? kick lor.. althou i will abit bu ser de housecap cuz it was my dream but.. haiz.. forget it la.. resign to fate lor..
now.. let me bitch abt tat FAT AND ROUND BIRD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! her character really suxs lor.. she sucks to the core!!!!!!!!!! how can she go round spreadin nonsense bout ppl!!!!!!!!!!! really never met anybody as bad as her xia... if the things she said make sense.. k.. nvm.. but its all bullshit lor.. how can she say jiam anti-social? it totally dun make any sense at all.. i tell u.. all those fats had somehow gotten into her brain and overpowered her intelligence.. opps!!!!!!!! did i just say she got her brains.. im sorri.. i actually misjudged abt it.. hmmm.. really hope dat fat round bird and the fatty poo will roll down the stairs together and die on the spot.. if spore experience an earthquake i will know wat happened.. *evil laughters*

sighz~ im sick.. stayed at home the whole day.. din go out except goin for doc.. sighz~ cant even go eat ice-cream w yvonne, min zhi and yee hwa.. i sad sad.. *sobz*.. imagine the topless 5 ice cream.. omg!!! its so delicious!! haha..its ok.. i ate dat yesterday.. but im still so xianz!!! nvm ltr i go sudy my chinese.. see.. im a good ger.. yucks!!!! the medicine is so bitter!!! it sucks!!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! k la k la.. cant type anymore.. im so sick..

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She is practically terrorising me.. im really suffering from constant scare from her!!! now is the 7th lunar month lor.. do you noe how scary is it? wah!!! she always want to claim credit lor.. wat the hell!!! dan she din even do any work besides the annex.. ma ciam the annex is more impt liddat.. wah!!! i really going to be haunt by her lor.. aft tis pw i wun be able to shake off this horrible shadow in my life.. haha.. and guess wat? she juz throw her temper in front of connie and both of them were shouting in com lab.. OMG!!! tat really took me on surprise.. im real scared now.. really glad dat pw is for one yr only.. next yr i will be free from all tis.. can live in peace in ny next yr le.. haha.. seriously i cant stand her.. omg.. im so terrorise.. tink nobody pw group is as bad as mine.. haha.. its so scary.. tink will leave a permanent scar in my brain from now toll ever.. wahahha.. cant wait to get my freedom.. hahah... now we have submitted the 1st draft of wr i can at least hav some peace frm nw till we get it back.. wahahah..

sighz~ jiam has got out of council le.. one less person who i can talk to in council.. xianz.. now there's an empty housecap position for pegasus.. and i kinda want it.. but.. pei hua is oso one of the nominnee.. xianz~ dan she is like quite keen and quite confident in gettin it lor.. haizx.. maybe im juz never fated to get housecap ba.. its my life to get rejected TWICE ba.. as thou once is not enuf.. i hate my current committee.. they dun make me feel welcome.. not even a single bit.. feel like im a big reject there.. xianz.. i would prefer to go any single committe dan the one im in now.. it totally sux!!! hate council.. hate life.. hate myself!!!! URGH!!!!!!!!!
nothing seems to go on rite for me.. life really sux.. haiz.. all i can do now is to cross my fingers and toes and hope dat i can get to be housecap.. well.. GOD look after me.. bless me.. i really desperately need it today.. need it....................................................... NOW!!!!!!!

guess wat.. my life is rather torn apart now.. haiz.. i hav my promo exams to worry about.. i have my council stuff to take up my time.. my love life is also taking up my time.. i oso need to do my homework.. and i also hav to think about my family.. haiz.. sch ends so late every day.. if im goin for council it will end even later.. reach home alr got no energy to do homework.. my sleep has never been sufficient.. dat explains all the dark eye rings and eye bags and the constant dozzin off in class.. ZzzZzzZ.. after sch its either bf or council.. if i end up with bf we will go for dinner.. walk ard and dan go home.. which is either 8,9 or 10.. haiz.. but now not so bad le.. go home earlier.. if im goin 4 council b4 meeting him he will complain why so late and all.. dun u tink im torn apart? hav to attend council stuff yet i wanna please my bf.. haiz.. next, my mid yrs were shit!!!! cant believe i did so badly!!! i was totally horrified!!!! urgh!!! wat is this man!! promos are comin and its totally freaking me out.. wat if i FAIL? and i will retain and i wun be a councillor anymore.. it will be such a disgrace to me and to my family..haiz.. nowadays i dun even get time with my family members lor.. reach home bathe do homework talk to bf sleep.. do you see any time where i can talk to my family members? wen im not talkin to bf.. not doin homework..i will be msgin him.. wah.. tink abt my bill.. i can only msg him now.. lost contact w quite alot of frens alr.. haiz~ i dunno is this how a ger who is in love should be.. but this is how i am now.. and i totally dun like it.. i hope to have more time.. how nice will it be if 1day has more than 24hrs.. dan i can get to hav some private time.. some time which i can be free.. free from everything and do every thing i wanna do anything i love to do.. i no longer go swimming.. i no longer hang out w my pals.. no longer read newspaper everyday.. why is my life breaking up? why is my life so torn apart??? well.. no one has answers to this.. all i ask for now is to hav a slight change in situation.. not any change but change for the better...

i strongly belive dat tchs are nth more than a piece of shit.. well most tchs are.. let me prove my stand 1 by 1..
1st----MS TAN CHOON YAN..
she's my ct.. i tot she was nice at first but ever since the parents teacher meeting she proved me wrong.. totally wrong.. how can she go round backstabbing her wonderful students like us!!! we r juz nothing but a bunch of wonderful student.. yet she backstab us and go in a big round and tell other ppl BAD stuff abt us.. and i mean BBBBAAAAADDDDD!!! she is so fat!!! she deserves to be burst to death!!! haha.. imagine her eating half way dan her body cant take her fats anymore and she juz burst to death.. all the fats will be splattered all over.. wahahahahahha.. cant wait to see her at her funeral lying in the cofin.. hahah..
2nd---- Ms GOPAL SARASWATHI
wat kind name is dat man!!! she should be called MS GOPAL SNAILY SNAIL.. haha.. cant find any1 dat can moves the way she does.. she is SSSSSSSSSLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWW.. dont believe it? check it out urself.. and she's a tch who totally cant teach!!! she is forever giving us group work.. and wat does she do? sit thr at the tch table and do her own things or even sleep!!! how can se be so tired wen she dun even do any work.. im puzzled.. *?????? poping on top of my head* ppl din do well for GP she says we r a disgrace.. wat kind of tch is this man... arent tch suppose to giv encouagement? she a horrible woman... no wonder noe is still MS.. haha
3rd---- MS FATTY CHOONG
wah!!!!!!!!! she's the most irrtating tch i've ever encounted..... and i tink the only BUTCH tch i've ever seen.. dun wish to waste my breath on her.. she deserves nth more dan shit and pee in her whole life.. no wonder she is gettin fat all these years.. i tink we need to bring her go see psyciatrist... she is SICK!!!! maybe bcuz sge is deprived of MAN in her life.. look at her and u can know dat she is DEPRIVED!!!! wahahah..
In conclusion.. tchs are meant to die.. esp those 3 mentioned above...... but ms poh is not so bad.. haha.. so she and some of my fav tch can be the exception.. but the rest still deserve to eat shit and die..

guess wat? my best fren (belle) in the whole wide world did something special for me.. she was slacking at home aft gettin retrenched .. international friendship day was round the corner.. and guess wat.. she did a powerpoint slide for me!!! it was so sweet.. wen she said she was goin to sent something to me thru mail all i expected was juz a letter.. but to my surprise it was a diskette.. and wen i open it i really dunno wat to say..it was things she wanted to say to me and all.. it was really very sweet.. but haiz~ she will be going australia to study next feb.. there's isnt much time left.. cant imagine my life wout her.. i will be left all alone in spore.. wen i am feelin down or wat i will have no more belle to share it with.. wun be able to meet her to pour my heart out.. sighz~ i will seriously miss her.. cuz i can never find another fren like her.. althou i hav other frens but its a different feeling.. i miss all those times where we laughed together.. being lame and stupid together.. taking neoprints.. havin fun.. mugging together for 'o's.. and how she is always there for me.. sighz~ i will really miss this great pal wen she leave for aust... the powerpoint was sweet but i have mixed feelings.. im v touched wen i was lookin at the thingie.. tears was at the brim of my eyes.. i was super touched and wenever the tot of she is leaving to aust it just dampen my mood.. cant believe i will be wout her for at least 3 yrs.. 3 LONG YRS!!!!!!! can you believe it.. OMG!!! there will be so much tings happening and i cant tell her face to face anymore.. there wun be anymore comforting hugs, pats, wen im felling down.. sighz~ cant believe how nuch i will be missing her.. wout her in spore i will feel so......weird.. URGH!!!!