| oh dear.. wats happenin to me? no.. all tis cant happen.. my gosh.. guess wat.. chiz talked to me abt lyon juz now.. althou it wasn't much.. but it still hurt.. i oso dunnno why.. she told me dat she chatted with lyon online juz now.. dan she said lyon asked her out.. to clubing.. tis is no surprise cuz lyon asked to go as well.. he told me dat he asked chiz as well..hmmm... dan i was like not sure if the ting will still be on.. cuz lyon and his gf got sumting happen ma.. dan she was like kinda pesterin me to tell her.. but i din say.. cuz part of me din feel like tellin.. dan part of it is bcuz im not sure if lyon will mind.. if he mind dan im totally DEAD!!!!!!!!! haiz.. u shld know dat guy's character la.. haiz.. im all so troubled now.. hmmm... dan aft dat i went offline ma.. now im back online doin my project stuff.. and guess wat i see? chiz changed her nick to : u can always tell me ur probs.. im always here fer you.. well.. isn't it obvious? haiz.. i dunno la.. wat the hell!!!!!!!!! lyon is so out of my life.. but why am i feelin all this???!!!!!! can anyone tell me? can can can?!!!!!!!!! sighz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! y???????!!!!!!! does first love really lingers forever? no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dun want tat to happen.. gosh.. i dun wish to find out.. love really sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well well.. i gtg now.. daniel is still waitin fer my call..
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