i got nth to say.. or rather i dunno wat to say.. in da mornin went back to sch and did my pw.. stayed all the way up to 2.30 3.. hmm.. dat time i was starving lor.. met daniel aft my lunch..travelled down to my grandma hse and he went to work.. hmmm... dan talked talked abit.. daddy came.. he brought us to have a great dinner at jack's place.. hmm.. afterwhich i watched movie [garfield] with mummy and mei mei.. well.. hmm.. wen we were at jack's place i was lookinout fer qihao.. maybe juz to say a hi.. so long no see him le.. too bad i din get to see him there.. it was ok la.. well.. kinda miss darlin now.. haha.. hmm.. dunno wazzup w me.. or maybe its him.. haiz i dunno la.. recently i m like so dependant on him lor..i dunno..wats happenin to me?y m i so dependant on a guy?! well.. all of a sudden i dun wan him to go ns next yr.. i realise i will miss him like CRAZY!!!i will oni get to see him in the weekends.. haiz..last time i was like .. cant wait fer him to go.. so i can hav alittle more freedom..but dear dear had changed so much le.. really.. now..i juz want him to stay by myside.. i promise i wun take him fer granted.. i really cant imagine my life wout him.. imagine.. no more morning calls.. no more nonsense thrashing w him.. no more playin bomberman w dear dear..no more watching movies wen there's sth new.. no more daniel to be there fer me to lose my temper.. oh gosh!!!!!!!!!!! i dun wanna go on!!!!!!! i dun wan him to go.. i need him in my life.. gosh gosh gosh.... tis cant be happenin.. wait.. i need to get a grip!!!!!!!! kk.. tink im feelin better now.. well.. look at the bright side.. i will still have my pals and i will have 'A' levels to concentrate on.. so my mind wun wander ard so much.. and definitely i wun hav the time to tink too much.. to tink sbt unnecessary stuffs.. hmm..not too bad la..

well well.. 1 piece of gd news dat i had always wanted to say.. but keep forgettin.. well.. my ever best fren will not be leavin fer australia anymore.. haha.. guess GOD figured out dat i cant live wout her in spore.. so he made special plans fer us.. well.. she's now studyin law in pore.. at dunno where.. well.. i will make sure i rmb the next time round.. haha.. seein her so happy sbt it makes me happy as well.. cuz.. my best fren is happy and i still get to see her.. wout much cost.. wahahhaha.. next week onwards we will be goin to study together.. hmm.. how nice rite.. i know.. haha.. i can really set my mind and heart to prepare fer my upcoming promos.. and she can study cuz her sch has alr started..well.. belle.. if u r ever readin tis.. i juz wan u to know dat i really love you alot.. and i really treasure this frenship.. u r one of a kind.. i can never find another fren like you.. u r the best fren any human on earth can ever have.. and im real glad dat the person is me.. wahhahha.. kk.. i gtg le..im tired.. my eyes are practically droopin.. and i cant even see wat im typin.. maybe there's loads of mistakes.. and i cant even see one,.. cuz my eyes are wide shut.. wahahha.. i know dats contradictin.. but who cares.. i wanna go slp le.. nitez.. +hugz+