sighz~ wat shld i do now? wat am i suppose to feel? do you know lyon msg me today.. he said dat tze chi is cute.. i din know wat i felt wen i saw dat msg.. oh boy.. we were history but y do i still feel something for him? y? why? wHY?WHY?can anybody tell me? haiz.. dan i juz feel abit betrayed by tze chi.. she's my best fren.. but.. haiz.. i dunno la.. is first love really dat hard to forget? haiz.. im happily in love now..finally found someone who really loves me and will appreciate me.. i oso love him.. but.. haiz.. wat's w lyon? i really duno.. wat am i suppose to feel wen i saw dat sms? wat am i suppose to react? i dunno.. i really dunno.. can anyone tell me? can? im really in a loss lor.. who am i suppose to tell bout how i feel? is there really someone who can feel what i m feelin nw? oh dear..this is just gettin on my nerves..my gosh.. i hate my life.. y m i alrite w him havin gfs but y i cant take it wen he say tze chi is cute.. haiz..