Friday, October 29, 2004


haiz.. i really dunno wat to say.. other dan its da end of me.. i really feel like dyin la.. wats there fer me to live anymore?! i know i know.. its not the end of da world.. but u r not me.. u do not understand!!! sighz.. dats it man.. my gosh la.. my dearest freeLANcers cried w me la.. wah..im nth but a failure.. real failure.. i sux! im dumb! i shld have been cleverer to choose things dat i wun regret!!! if i din drop my HCL!!! i wuld have make it!!! if i wuld have choose to do dat monopoly qn i wuld have pass my econs!!! dan i wuld not have to go thru watever i have to go thru now.. i juz cant imagine being in da same college w them yet in da different class la.. i juz cant do it.. i love them like nut head lor.. haiz.. i hate myself.. all dat i have is gone.. GONE!!! im sad..but i dunwan ppl ard me to be sad.. haiz.. i juz cant bear to see the rest of em sad bcuz of me.. im da root of all evil..its me me me me me me me.. now i really dunno wat to do!!! stay in ny or get outta there?! i dun mind stayin but i juz cant accept da fact dat my life in sch will be wout da freeLANcers.. i really need them.. cant imagine lessons aft lessons wout them.. and its 1 whole year!!! im such a loser.. im so dumb.. im a shame to da family.. i hate myself.. period!!!



PRISS threw a coin into the pond @19:11

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pRyncess pRissy. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. self obsessed.
cant live wout: orange zen neeon ; black3230 ; strawberries chocolates ; tanning ; swimming ; big screen movies ; late nights ; sleepovers ; talking ; a lil booze ; a lil partying ; my gurlos ; my family

for all the joy you brought to my life ; for all those times you stood by me ; you were always there for me ; my world is a better place because of you. i love you guys. <3

can i have it liddat?

*bliss and happiness
*a lil of material needs as well

lemme hear you



my love goes out to

`aggy `alviin `alyy `beckky `carrol `cherryl `chesttine `conniee `glyyn `j0jjo `jonny `joyyce `leann `lizz `05A7cc `pearll `pett `rutthie `shermainn `smm `tinggs `weiwuu `weizz `xinyyu `yinkii `yunn
`y-vonn `zoeyy

myy freeLANcers

.chinny .jiam .xbc

myy past

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