Saturday, October 16, 2004


wah.. i really duno wats wrong with me.. today suddenly tot of erin.. dan da oni person i know dat keeps in touch w her is lyon.. was on friendster juz now.. dan wanted to leave him a mag.. but in da end i changed my mind.. and b4 i leave dat page i say a v eye catchin name- u go see urself la.. dan it turn out to be his gf la.. so i went and see dat pic.. wah.. i dunno why la.. but i wasnt feelin ok w it la.. dan juz nice belle is online dan i tell her.. dan she say first love lingers ferever.. i know it.. cuz belle told me loads of time alr..but.. is it realy true? i really dunno.. it has been so long..more dan a yr le.. and i feel dat i have so totally gotten over him.. but.. wat is dat was i feelin juz now? shit myself man.. im such a crap.. i cant feel anything more dan a fren to him anymore!!! cuz we r so totally over and we r great frens now.. we had gotten over our lives so well.. and well he is really not worth it la.. but y?y?y?y?y?y?y?y?y?y?y?y?y?y? i really wonder.. hmm.. belle said she wonder whether will he feel da same wen he see my pic w dan.. i really wonder la.. haha.. but i tink its so impossible la.. look at da time he need to take to get over me.. =( well.. its really not worth it aft all ba..but.. still somehow.. i gave in my all fer dat relationship and bcuz of him im so badly hurt dat now i still hav a lil barrier to guys ard me.. althou my relationship w daniel is great.. but somehow i still hav dat barrier there.. tink it will never be gone.. it will always be there.. juz like thou i have healed dat wound.. but da sscar will always be there.. it will never be gone..regardless of da size da depth.. da colour.. as in light or dark.. i will still have da scar!!! haiz.. really..matters of da heart really sux!!! sth i really wonder why will like da wrong guy.. its not juz once but twice.. and wen da second blow came..dats da end..im scarred fer life.. dats why daniel is so lucky dat i even giv him a chance.. haha.. k la..well.. thanx god daniel is not treatin me da way i used to be treated.. so i tink i wun regret havin him in my life.. i never did regret havin all of em in my life.. but.. well.. haiz.. i dunno wat to say la.. but i really wonder..

does first love really lingers forever?



PRISS threw a coin into the pond @22:26

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pRyncess pRissy. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. self obsessed.
cant live wout: orange zen neeon ; black3230 ; strawberries chocolates ; tanning ; swimming ; big screen movies ; late nights ; sleepovers ; talking ; a lil booze ; a lil partying ; my gurlos ; my family

for all the joy you brought to my life ; for all those times you stood by me ; you were always there for me ; my world is a better place because of you. i love you guys. <3

can i have it liddat?

*bliss and happiness
*a lil of material needs as well

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