Saturday, October 30, 2004


i farkin hate my life.. i dunno wats wrong w me la.. i want to meet him badly today la.. cuz im totally not feelin great la.. dan he din wan to.. he would rather be at tat stupid chalet cuttin cake dan be with me wen i need him da most.. he dun even know how i feel la.. how in da world did i get such an insensitive bf.. dun he know dat wen gers say they are fine wen they are totally not?! my gosh.. he tinks im someone wout feelin is it.. wen i was feelin darn sad one moment.. da next moment i will be fine!!! i will not lor.. haiz.. im really pissed at him la.. wats w i dun tink i can meet u.. they cuttin cake ltr.. meet u tml k.. ui tell me la!!! urgh.. if he cant be ther ewen i really need him da most.. he can juz jolly well go eat shit!!! i dunno la.. dun even feel like msgin him.. dun feel like talkin to him.. dun even feel like seein him anymore.. im juz so pissed w him la.. URGH!!!

well well.. met up w amanda and chin today.. and i had a glimpse of wats gonna happen next year.. we will be in different class.. havin different tings.. i really dunno will we be as close as now la.. will they talk to me like now.. will they leave me out.. last nite i was so bothered abt tis dat i asked belle.. wat if next year they dun wanna be w me anymore.. cuz im a retainee.. and they tink dat its embarassin to have a fren as a retainee.. belle say they wun.. i oso hope tat they wun.. but.. im really darn imsecure w it la.. i.. i.. i.. really cant take it anymore.. i love dem loads.. i dun wanna lose them..dey are the closest batch of frens i have.. primary sch batch.. wen all get to sec sch.. some how got too lost w dat busy schedule dan din get to contact oso.. dan.. sec sch they all.. aft knowin ting they all.. tze chi is closer to them dan me.. we are still close la.. but not as close.. well.. fer becky.. we are still close.. still got contact and all.. but.. somehow i tink i cant understand her now.. her life is really.... i dunno how to say la.. juz feel dat we had some kinda drifted apart.. as in our mind and soul are not as closed as before.. haiz.. dan i get to know them.. my dear freeLANcers.. they are my dearest dearest.. if they are really goin to drift apart frm me.. dan dats da end of da world alr.. dan i can cinclude dat my life is sad.. i cant keep frens.. hope dat day will never come la.. haiz.. i really cant imagine class and sch life wout them.. its darn different la.. imagine early in da mornin assembly will be so alone wout them to be by myside talkin rubbish.. dan wen we go fer lessons.. no nonsense tgt.. i really cant go on la.. da mor ei say da more my heart will break.. i really love them lor.. haiz.. i better stop here la.. or else.. i will goldfish eyes tml morning le.. kk.. see ya.. love my freeLANcers fer ever..

FREELANCERS WILL NEVER BE SEPARATED!!!



PRISS threw a coin into the pond @23:11

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pRyncess pRissy. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. self obsessed.
cant live wout: orange zen neeon ; black3230 ; strawberries chocolates ; tanning ; swimming ; big screen movies ; late nights ; sleepovers ; talking ; a lil booze ; a lil partying ; my gurlos ; my family

for all the joy you brought to my life ; for all those times you stood by me ; you were always there for me ; my world is a better place because of you. i love you guys. <3

can i have it liddat?

*bliss and happiness
*a lil of material needs as well

lemme hear you



my love goes out to

`aggy `alviin `alyy `beckky `carrol `cherryl `chesttine `conniee `glyyn `j0jjo `jonny `joyyce `leann `lizz `05A7cc `pearll `pett `rutthie `shermainn `smm `tinggs `weiwuu `weizz `xinyyu `yinkii `yunn
`y-vonn `zoeyy

myy freeLANcers

.chinny .jiam .xbc

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