Tuesday, October 19, 2004


wah.. i just got back my results.. its gone case le.. really gone case le.. im toonumb to feel anyhting anymore.. i really dunno wat to do except to be in a daze.. haiz.. wats wrong man? haiz.. although i always say if i cant promote i will tink if other hou lu.. althou i have several hou lu.. but i still care bout my results can.. i do care de lor.. but now in tis state.. i can care no more.. maybe tis is really a sign to show dat im really not fated to be in jc.. im really not fated ba.. but why? why? why?! why god want to put in jc in da first place.. god.. i really cant lie to myself sayin dat u have a plan fer me anymore.. look at my results!!! how am i goin to get promoted liddat?! how?! can sumbody ans why?! haiz.. i really got put in effort fer my scons lor.. i really study like cock lor.. but look!!! wat is datkind of marks i got?! do ir eally deserve dat?! do i?! can somebody pls tell me!!! hate it man!!! haiz.. i really dunno wat to do w my life anymore... ahld i juz work earn enuf $$ and get outta spore?! start afresh in new zealand.. haiz.. but i will still se bu de lor.. haiz.. i dunno la!!! my life really sux la.. how?! i wanna eat.. i wanna get out of sch.. i juz wanna saty away frm sch and rot.. and i seriously mean ROT!!! haiz.. my dear belle got no phone.. i cant find a way to call her.. to tell her how i feel.. belle is always da first person i turn to regardless of my troubles of my happiness.. she's my bestest fren.. but now.. tink got to wait until tonite wen she's at home dan can call her ba.. haiz.. wat if i really cannot promote.. i will miss my free lancers..t hey really brighten my day la.. they are really such great pals of mine la.. haiz.. if i go tp i will have to adapt to new things again.. new ppl.. new surroundin.. new lifestle in sch.. new course.. there will be no pals like em to be there fer me.. there will be no ms tan fer me to gossip.. no ms choong fer me to hate.. and no more council.. no more hse captian.. no more.. everythingwill be gone.. gone with da wind.. haiz.. my results really sux la.. i got no mood to do anything at all.. even my project which is due tis friday.. dat i really really have to complete la.. haiz.. tis really sux man.. URGH!!! i dun wish to talk.. dun wish to do anyting now!!! juz leave me alone.. or else i will bark!!! WOOF WOOF!! haha.. finally i laugh ar.. k la.. not laughin alr.. cuz i seriously cant laugh.. dun even have da mood to.. tell me how la.. how to pass wen i oni got a 'a'level pass fer chinese.. dan da rest is totally crap la.. haiz.. its irritating me.. urgh!!!



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pRyncess pRissy. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. self obsessed.
cant live wout: orange zen neeon ; black3230 ; strawberries chocolates ; tanning ; swimming ; big screen movies ; late nights ; sleepovers ; talking ; a lil booze ; a lil partying ; my gurlos ; my family

for all the joy you brought to my life ; for all those times you stood by me ; you were always there for me ; my world is a better place because of you. i love you guys. <3

can i have it liddat?

*bliss and happiness
*a lil of material needs as well

lemme hear you



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`y-vonn `zoeyy

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