Sunday, October 17, 2004


well..dunno wats wrong w me.. i get angry/irritated easily these few days.. haiz.. pms oso not so fats ma.. haha.. anyway.. i m really rather angry w darlin la.. we alr shuo hao wanna go out tgt de.. but in da mornin wen i wake up he called me and say dat we cant go out or rather he has to send me home by 3.. dan im like wats da point of goin out.. dan im rather angry lor.. its like fer so many days never see him.. dan today tot can see him.. i even plan wat to wear le.. dan he call up and say cant go out w me.. haiz.. i oso dunno wats wrong w me la.. i really wanted to go out w him la.. but its his aunt hsewarmin.. dan da father wan him to go.. so.. i cannot do anythign wat rite? dan i v bu shuang la.. dan he dunno why.. how stupid can he get? dan recently i oso dunno why.. i feel dat he dun love me as before le.. did sth happen? and im not aware off? but he is still as nice to me la..but he like everytime oso wanna quarrel w me..haiz.. i oso dunno why.. haiz........

u know wat.. i lost our ring.. can u imagine it? how can i be so careless?! im such an idiot la.. im such an ass.. i feel so guilty.. i let darlin down.. im an ass.. i oso dunno how.. most prob goin to get a new one.. we shall see how.. he was rather angry de la.. but he din lose his temper at me la.. cuz he say if he lost his temper dan i will oso lost temper..dan we will quarrel.. so he din lose his temper.. haiz.. i know dats sweet la..but im still guilty.. adn how can i be such an ass.. haiz.. its all my fault la.. if i have been more careful all this wuld never happen.. its all my fault.. feel dat i owe him one.. if i have kept it properly dan all tis wld not have happen.. haiz.. tis feelin sux la..

tml most prob will be gettin back our scripts.. shit lor.. i feel so sad.. and depress.. i really dun hav da courage to face it la.. i seriously hope dat i have the ability to get promoted la.. but.. well.. guess im not really dat good ba.. im an useless ass.. who cant even do well fer my own exams.. haiz.. really dunno wat to react man.. i tink i will be happy enuf to at least get an 'ao' pass.. as long as i got dat im happy alr ba.. i dunno.. but.. haiz.. my hopes toohigh le.. i cant even score well la.. i have to stop imagining tings and stop hallucinatin la.. haha.. watever it is.. i have alr gave my best.. and we shall juz see la.. well wish me luck will ya..



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