i dunno wat am i feelin rite now.. watever it is.. its definitely not happy.. no matter how i try to smile in front of u.. its juz a way not to let u guys worry.. actually u shld have tot abt it la.. how can i ever be happy at this time?Well..i juz cant stop thinking abt you.. you are on myy mind ALL da time.. how not to tink?! I really wonder.. now im juz tryin to push it to da back of myy mind.. so dat whatever it is I wun feel so much.. but its hard.. I juz cant make myy heart stop bleedin.. there is onli one person in da world who can stop myy heart frm breakin.. dat is u. Daniel tan.. but u r oso da one who broke it and make it bleed.. sighz.. now I juz hope dat da stuffs get to you as soon as possible.. and wen u get it u wil know wat I am feelin and let us hav another try.. I know its has always been myy fault.. I deserve whatever dat is happenin to me now.. I know I hsld have spent more time w u.. I know I shld have talked to u.. I know I shld have.. I know.. all tis tings I know alr.. so I wun let it happen again..all I need is juz a chance frm u.. pls.. my dear.. I really need it.. if oni u cld do dat.. I tell u whatever my bday wishes were.. I tell u now.. I oni hav1 wish now.. and dat is to be wish w u.. really.. im really willin to giv up everything anything fer u.. all I need is juz one more chance.. I really cant stop thinking abt u.. u say u wanna msg me less.. so dat I will forget u soon.. well lemme tell u.. its impossible.. cuz all I do everyday is to look at my phone and wonder why it doesn’t ring dat familiar ringtone..and my phone is so quiet wout ur msg-es no mater who msges me.. I dun bother.. cuz all I wan is ur msg.. u are on myy mind every day.. every nite.. every hour.. every min.. every sec.. I juz cant stop myself frm tinkin of u.. I tried.. I tried.. and I tried..but I juz fail time aft time.. gosh.. life is really difficult wout u.. Life without you is like a broken pencil, there is no point. What do i believe in when everything i believed in is now gone?
