Thursday, November 11, 2004


haiz.. i dunno wazzup w my life.. everything is so wrong.. since wen am i so dependant on guys? since wen?! im not liddat in da past de lei.. haiz.. now im so emotionally drained from dis relationship.. is he goin to be liddat fer da rest of our journey together? or is he oni liddat due to his examz stress.. i really wonder.. he is no longer da guy i used to know.. as in da way he treat me is no longer da same.. i dunno why.. wanna sort things out but.. do we even have time? we dun meet so often le.. haiz.. other dan monday we din even meet lor.. dan mum cumin back tonite.. wen she'sback i try to spend more time w her.. dan i really very seldom spend time w him or my pals de.. so.. well.. guess i will not be able to see him till next week ba..wen mum goes back.. haiz.. i really miss him lor.. all i wan is juz to have a nice day out w him.. juz like before.. is it really so difficult?! or at least have time to talk to him on da phone.. not only talk.. wat i want is communicate.. communication in relationship is impt.. well.. nowadays we hardly talk.. if we hardly talk how to communicate?! how? i dun wanna lose him.. he is impt to me.. i cant imagine my life wout him.. i need him!!! i really love him lor.. if we ever go our seperate ways.. dats it fer me.. i dun tink i will ever get involved into a relationship le..it will take me alot of courage to recover frm da hurt dat will be inflicted on me.. haiz.. can i ever have da him i once knew back into my life?! haiz.. watever it is.. imtoo numb to it alr la.. i need a good cry.. i really need it..

hmm.. was w chinny chin chin juz now.. she was like sayin dat she juz dunw aish sch to start... ha.. i oso dun wish lor.. cuz i will be seperated away frm em.. haiz.. i have alr kinda gotton over dat.. but somehow i juz cant help but to feel a little sad or watever la.. they are impt to me.. i cant lose em.. well.. i dunno wat will i become wen everybody leave me.. esp my pals such as da freeLANcers and definitely my dear bf.. they are darn impt to me.. wout them.. my life will be like shit..wit will be of oni two shades.. black and white..i need them.. i cant afford to lose them.. sighz.. is my life really destined to be so bad?! hope not..



PRISS threw a coin into the pond @18:21

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pRyncess pRissy. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. self obsessed.
cant live wout: orange zen neeon ; black3230 ; strawberries chocolates ; tanning ; swimming ; big screen movies ; late nights ; sleepovers ; talking ; a lil booze ; a lil partying ; my gurlos ; my family

for all the joy you brought to my life ; for all those times you stood by me ; you were always there for me ; my world is a better place because of you. i love you guys. <3

can i have it liddat?

*bliss and happiness
*a lil of material needs as well

lemme hear you



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`y-vonn `zoeyy

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