gosh.. why all of a sudden is he in my tots? i tot i have gotten over it.. i tot i was strong alr.. but well since i wanted to stand up i fell again.. why must he have such impact in my life?! why? i wanna cry again.. but.. i cant.. i wanna be strong.. but i miss him sooooooooo much.. gosh.. daniel i really hate you.. why muz you enter my life.. i really hate you.. i hate youu so much till i dunno wat to do.. URGH!!! u know theres tis sayin abt
wen one door closes, another open
but most of the time
we will look at the closed door for so long
dat we din see da opened door
hmm.. i know i know..but all i want to do is juz to look at da closed door and hope to see a small crack.. and well.. there will be hope.. daniel.. i hope youu will be lookin at this.. cuz aft all dat i have said abt gettin over it i still love youu with every broken piece of myy heart.. i am still wondering why youu took it and dan tore it apart.. i wonder what did i do wrong that made you let me go.. im still hoping that one day youu will let me know.. i will wait fer da day to come.. why muz my heart still love youu when youu hurt me so much? why?! ppl say always listen to da voice in ur heart.. not ur mind.. u know wats my heart and wats my mind tellin me? my mind is tellin mi to let go and be brave and strong to get on w myy life.. but myy heart is still bleedin and longs fer you.. URGH!!! i miss you badly..
