myy dear lil chizz.. tis silly ger.. these days see her blogg i read alr i will oso sad.. real glad to know dat she care so much lor.. now i oso dunno wat am i doin.. as in i still love him.. somehow still clingin on to a small lil hope.. but somehow.. im gettin use to not havin him by myy side.. but somehow i juz cant stop myyself frm tinkin abt stuffs.. he juz wun get outta myy head.. why??? sighz.. im wonderin if im juz pushin all myy hurt to one side.. and try to be hapy.. or is it dat im alr gettin used to it.. i really dunno.. URGH!!! why muz love be so complicated?! i no mood to write le..