sighz.. i dunno why is myy heart achin so much now.. i wanna cry till myy body can produce no more tears.. it really hurts lor.. i oso dunno why are they streamin down myy face.. i was on friendster dan i go see his page.. and i realise dat he had deleted our pic away.. wah.. at dat moment i was so upset.. im so hurt.. im so sad.. i really wanna die rite at dat moment lor.. gosh!!!why am i feelin all tis?! i dun wan!!! tis relationship really reached da end?! i dun wanna know.. i juz wanna hang on to da small lil hope.. can i still dream!? can i!? can i?! i know im silly i know im dumb.. but i juz cant help it!!! daniel tan!!! i really love u!!! din u say u wanna be with me till ur last breath!? din u say u wanna marry me?! where had all tis promises gone to!? where?! where?! can u let me know!? so dat i can go over there and continue to live happily.. i dun wanna wake up frm reality.. i dun wan i dun wan!!! i know im stupid and dumb and childish.. watever u wanna say i dun care.. cuz u wun understand da pain im gg thru now!! life sux to da max.. i dunno wat am i still livin fer.. there's no more purpose to life..
