Tuesday, December 07, 2004


thanx fer givin mee da most memorable bday in da whole of myy 17 years.. now all i want is to die.. i need to feel some pain to know dat im really living.. i wanna wake up frm tis nightmare and be in ur arms again.. and u will be there to tell me not to be scared.. its juz a nightmare.. it really hurts.. the physical pain cant be compared to da pain im feelin inside.. maybe dats why even its ohysical pain.. its doesnt hurt at all.. maybe runnin away frm it i will feel better.. but wen both of us are runin away.. things wun get settled.. tis time round.. myy heart is really wounded and hurt badly.. how long will it take to heal? 6 mths? 1 year? or even more? i really wanna know.. i dun wanna fall in love again le.. it really hurts lor.. i know i dun need a guy to survive.. but i need him to continue livin.. haiz.. he is not juz a guy.. he is not any other guy.. he is da man dat i gave myy heart to.. he is da man dat tore myy heart into pieces..
leave me alone.. i juz wanna die.. i juz wanna leave all tis pain.. i wanan go to a place where there is no heartaches.. i really wanna go there..



PRISS threw a coin into the pond @01:54

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pRyncess pRissy. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. self obsessed.
cant live wout: orange zen neeon ; black3230 ; strawberries chocolates ; tanning ; swimming ; big screen movies ; late nights ; sleepovers ; talking ; a lil booze ; a lil partying ; my gurlos ; my family

for all the joy you brought to my life ; for all those times you stood by me ; you were always there for me ; my world is a better place because of you. i love you guys. <3

can i have it liddat?

*bliss and happiness
*a lil of material needs as well

lemme hear you



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`y-vonn `zoeyy

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