well im finally back infront of my darlin comp.. really miss tis keyboard.. miss tis chair.. miss tis monitor.. miss everything abt tis comp.. well..myy poxie seems to be gettin better.. but still obvious lei.. how?! wat if daddy dun let me go out?! muz learn to go out in disguise.. whahahaha. im rubbish ger.. whahhahah.. hmm.. dat day was juz sayin dat i dunno wazzup w him.. he changed his pic..changed his profile..but his status is still da same.. does dat mean he found someone new? is it?! why? i dun wanna accept it!!! i dun wan!!! i was tinkin abt al tis rubbish dan u know wat? in da nite i dreamt of him.. really ridiculous lor.. i dreamt dat he finally talk to me.. and i found out dat he like tis ger who is 14-15 yrs dan he know her ard sept or ltr.. haiz.. i was devastated la.. i rmb i wake up cryin.. why is it still affectin me? suddenly i miss him.. i wan him to hug me.. i wan him to let me feel dat im ok.. i need him here to reassure me.. will i ever find another one like him? will i? haiz.. but i know wats over is over.. all im doin is juz a lil of missin.. really lor..
i really wonder if its rite fer me to find someone to fall in love w to get over daniel.. i feel dat its moraly unright lor.. but curently it seems like its da oni way to get mee outta tis misery.. URGH!!! i wanna die.. my head explodin.. so confusing!! urgh~!!
Boy meets girl
You were my dream, my world
But i was blind
You cheated on me from behind
So on my own
I feel so all alone
Though I know it's true
I'm still in love with you
I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
a
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me
a
Day and night
I'm always by your side
Cause I know for sure
My love is real my feelings pure
a
So take a try
No need to ask me why
Cause I know it's true
I'm still in love with you
I need a miracle...
