well watched bridget jones diary today.. tot abt alot of things.. da shows tell me dat everybody deserves a second chance.. and i totally believe in it.. cuz all i wan now is juz a second chance.. and i really hope dat he will giv me a second chance.. i cant believe it la.. im so heartbroken and all i still go watch tis kinda happy love story movie.. wasnt really affected dat much.. so i dun really bother.. haha.. hmm.. as usual he was stucked in myy mind.. cant get him outta there.. dun ask me why.. hmm.. juz now wen i was talkin to brandon abt his probs and all i saw call waitin.. private number callin.. in myy heart i was feelin so excited and all.. but part of me tink dat it might be tc.. no point gettin so excited.. but da moment i hear his voice! i knew it.. wanted to stand up and scream and jump up and down.. hee!!! waaahhahaha.. but have to saty calm.. so i told brandon i will call him back.. dan dats it lor.. we talked lor.. he was like jealous dat im talkin to another guy lor.. still got chance ba.. hopefully la.. *crossin my fingers darn hard* dan he was like u go talk to ur boyfren la i go slp le.. dan i was kinda disappointed la.. cuz all i wanna talk to in da whole wide world is him.. nobody else.. sobz.. but no choice.. talked awhile more dan he go slp le.. he havin his drivin test tml.. he die die oso dun wanna tell me wat time his exam is la.. dan i was so sad lor.. he was like i dun wan u to wake me up dan u cannot slp le.. i know he means well fer me..but all i wan is to hear his slpy voice in da mornin again.. really.. its so cute de.. hee.. dan he sadi he call me juz to hear myy voice!!! *weeh..... im dancin in circles now* im really darn happi la.. he called juz to talk.. =)) wahhaahha.. well well.. im not goin out tml.. dan i will wake up at 8 and call him.. dat lazy bum.. hee.. ut 1 dissapointin thing is dat wen i msged him askin him wat time his paper is tml he replied me "10 la. k la. hapi now? dun msg back. i very tired wanna slp" hmm.. its hurt me to see dat la.. last time he oso not liddat de.. sighz.. i juz wanna be w him again.. be by his side.. be w him till an apple grows from an orange tree.. hee.. corny ya? but its true lor.. hmm.. i juz hope dat he can get da stuffsby tis weekend lor.. dan hopefully i can get myy wonderful bday gift!!! *grinnin like a pig* whahaaha.. k la..no point being so happi now.. wat if.. wat if..wat if.. i dun wanna tink abt it now.. haha..
