well well im rite now in myy mum's office.. dun tink alot ppl know im out here in kl.. well.. maybe ppl dun even care.. haiz.. sth i really wonder wat am i doin w myy life?! guess wat?? im sick!!! im havin lil pox.. URGH!! zhen shi qi shi wo le!!! guess tis year is really cursed.. i retained.. fall sick twice terribly.. lost da man dat i really love.. wat else can i ask fer? everything in myy life is goin haywire.. i hate mee fer da time bein.. well.. really cant wait to go home SOON.. hopefully i will be well by 23 dec.. wanna be at myy best fer da chalet on da 24th.. hee.. dun tell u.. its fer me to know fer u to find out.. hee..
well.. part of me really given up on daniel le.. it has been almost a week le.. no call.. no sms.. nth at all.. well.. i will be strong and get on w myy life.. watever dat happen between us is history.. frm now.. there will be nomore daniel tan in myy life.. who is he?! he dun even wanna remain as fren.. so.. he is juz a stranger to me.. i will find someone better.. i know i will.. someone who will love me way more dan him.. someone who will treasure me way more dan him.. hee.. but at times i wonder am i very selfish?! if i get into a relationship now.. will dat make me a selfish person? but he is outta myy life one way and another.. so.. i oso dunno.. im so darn freakin confuse.. URGH!!! k la.. i gotta go le.. da itch is killin me.. hee.. see ya in spore myy dear.. muackz..