been quite some time since i last came in here.. well actually i did la.. but juz dunno wat to write oni.. haha.. well well.. i dunno why.. but these few days daniel have been on my mind.. i really dunno why.. haiz.. i have been wonderin hwo he did fer his exam.. wanna ask him.. wanna msg and ask.. but i scared dat he will misunderstood.. i scared he tink dat i still wanna get back tgt w him.. althou he still have a place in my heart la.. but.. dunno la.. i was packin my stuffs juz now and i saw da first letter he wrote to me.. gosh.. my heart really went "ping piang piang piang" haiz.. dan dunno why i accidentally opened dat drawer where i kept all his stuffs.. dan i immediately closed it.. it will oni bring back memories of us.. or him.. haiz.. dan piglet was starin at me.. i cant help it but hug it and cry.. kinda miss havin him by myy side.. haiz.. watever it is.. i cant tink of him tis way anymore.. last nite i was chattin w brandon lor.. dan we were talkin talkin dan dunno wat happen dan we talk abt us.. dan he say he really like me alot and stuffs.. dan he asked me if i feel da same.. and my reply is " dunno".. im sorry la.. i really kinda scared of gettin serious in a relationship again.. i dunno why.. wen we were havin fun.. no string attached dat time im fine w it.. and i even tot of gettin into a relationship.. but wen its serious im scared.. luckily he wasnt angry.. he asked me to take my time.. haiz.. i dunno la.. i really dunno lor.. URGH!!! juz feel like cryin again.. haiz.. i hate youu.. why muz youu have such an impact in myy life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ooh.. yesterday went shoppin w myy dear beckky.. so long never see her le.. was great to hang ard w her.. she brought me to shops where i never went before.. or i din know existed.. haha.. it wil be another 2 mths till we meet again ba.. hope dat silly ger will take care of herself ba.. haha.. tml got sch and work again.. same routine..tiredness comin out to find me again. haha.. k la.. gg to slp le.. wanna have enuf rest fer tml.. hee