woo hoo.. first day of sch lei.. but din go.. haha.. was back in sch to find my darlins.. dan we talked talked.. haha.. miss them like crazy xia.. wen i stepped into da canteen and saw them.. i wanted to scream out loud la.. haha.. cant believe i miss them so much.. or rather miss sch life w em.. haha.. well well.. i know its not goin to be da same.. it will never be.. but im willin to face da changes.. hopefully im able to step out frm my barrier and make frens w da freshmen.. hehe.. sound so weird usin dat word lei.. hee.. well well.. still torn apart between shld i go fer orentation or not.. haha.. most prob tink i goin ba.. juz go and make frens and have fun.. if not stay at home oso xianz.. haha.. today went j8 w chinny vann and wei ting.. dan jason came along aft his work.. well.. da sight of him send myy mind outta control.. yah.. it went into da mode of tinkin abt himm.. hmm.. wonder how is he now.. wen i learnt dan jason oni got 2.8 fer his examz.. i never stopped worryin fer himm.. jason is much more hardworkin dan him la.. tis i know.. dan such hardworkin person oso din get wta he wants.. he kuang shi ta.. sighz.. wat a great way to start off my new year ar.. sorri i juz cldn't keep my resolution.. haiz.. i really wanna be good and not tink abt him.. hee.. i will contd to work towards myy resoulution.. i believe i cna make it de.. haha.. muz wei wo jia you ar.. haha.. hmm.. another resoulution.. hope it will come true la.. haha.. oso dunno how to work towards dat lei.. hee.. wonder wat it is?! dun tell you.. >.<
