gosh.. im so dead beat tired.. really juz wanna slp fer da rest of my life.. now dat i have start sch.. gotta wake up at 6 every mornin.. sth juz wish dat sch is juz next door.. hee.. well well.. dun even have time to blog at home la.. now in sch lor.. havin lecture lor.. hee.. i know i notti la.. not payin attention in class.. but who cares.. im juz here wastin my life away.. hmm.. now dat i start work as well.. i really got no time to chat online every nite le.. sobz.. hee.. workin is so fun.. really enjoy it lor.. time pass by so fast.. its all fun and laughter over there.. althou tis real busy la.. but i enjoy lor.. really lor.. before i know it.. its time to go home le.. but.. wen i reach home i will be tired and dun even have time to do those stuffs dat i used to.. miss touchin myy keyboard.. miss starin at myy lovely monitor.. hee.. i sound sick xia.. anyway.. i been tinkin if i shld juz quit sch now.. cuz i know dat fer my results i can get into either tp or shatec lor.. btu juz not very confident lor.. but.. i will miss myy frens.. wun have time to have meals w em.. wun even have time to talk abt silly stuffs.. haiz.. im really torn-apart xia.. gosh.. how i wish i can have all the time in da world to do all da stuffs i like.. 24hrs in a day is really not enuf.. really lor.. first time in myy life im feelin tis way.. well.. i oso dunno how.. juz hope dat new year will be here asap dan i can stop bein tis kinda dilemma.. i dun like lor.. do you know how stressful and tirin it is on me?! urgh.. dan aft work.. reacch home 11 plus 12.. bath.. check mails.. very tired le.. wanna go slp oso cannot.. have to talk to him.. i really dunno wat to do lor.. if we dun talk dan we wun even have time fer each other alr.. he works everyday.. dan we oso dun sms dat often de.. either he busy or i busy.. but most of da time is him la.. i oso never complain.. wat can i do man.. seriously lor.. i oso dunno wat are we man.. yesh we like each other.. but he is not somebody dat i will wanna get attached to.. yesh.. he's nice and stuffs.. but.. he wun have time fer me lor.. dan wats da point if being tgt?! i dunno la... so confused!!! i know i like him.. but its nto till da stage dat i will wanna be with him.. will go crazy over him lor.. currently still searchin fer someone who can make myy heart skip a beat and let me go ga-ga over.. hee.. hopefully he will appear soon la.. dun wan lonely v-day.. hee.. sound so despo ar.. hahah.. know la.. i will juz let nature take its course.. dun wanna rush into tis kinda thing oso.. let god decide who will come into myy life and make me lost control of myself ba.. hee.. k la.. will update soon.. so stay tune ya.. hee..