hmm.. went fer o1 today.. was ok la.. but din really enjoy it la.. my legs are SUFFERIN now.. hee.. haiz.. they are almost gone la.. or rather im almost crippled la.. haha.. too exgerattin le.. but still.. haiz.. met up w chiam and amanda aft dat.. went to have some snacks and we talk lor.. althou its different between us le.. cuz we are no longer tgt.. haiz.. really juz miss them la.. sighz.. miss talkin crap in class w em.. miss eatin rubbish in class... miss eatin fishball noodle tgt lor.. haiz.. wats up w myy life xia.. bei tahan lei.. URGH!!! im so upset la.. dan today i went to help maneka w her audio post.. dan it was late le.. dan i was waitin fer my bus alone.. at soem ulu place.. so quiet.. and eerie.. and i was so afraid dat i missed my last bus.. luckily i din la.. i was so scared la.. dan daniel keep popin into myy mind.. cuz last time he will either acc me home.. or he will at least call me.. and talk to me lor.. dan i was scared dat brandon dear is slpin la.. so i msged him and test water.. dan he din reply la.. wanted to call him.. but scared dat he is slpin dan disturb him.. yeah.. so i went home all alone.. sighz.. dan wen i reach home.. da first thing i on myy comp dat stupid kuku head msg me la.. wah.. i was so upset la.. URGH!!! hee.. anyway he did explain to me la.. so it wasnt so bad.. haha.. well.. miss talkin to him xia.. hee.. hmm.. im so tired!!! wanna slp.. but cant lei.. dunno why.. aha.. sighz.. i miss da feelin of havin someone there fer me no matter wat.. well i know my babies will be there no matter wat.. but da feelin is different lor..da empty space in myy heart is impossible to be filled up by frens.. cuz as i said its different.. daniel.. i reallymiss you.. gosh.. i juz realise i had subbcum (watever it is) to da satan.. cuz i still tink of him.. gosh!!! im such a loser.. can someone kill me?! kill me!!! URGH!!! wateevr.. hmm.. saw taufik juz now lei.. was so excited la.. wanted to take a pic w him.. or at least get his autograph.. but.. well.. din have any presentable paper.. and well.. maneka and daryl din wanna help me out..was rather pissed and upset la.. but wat to do.. late le.. so leave lor.. dan make a scene there meh!? URGH!!! well well.. guess my life sux huh.. ooh.. dunno lei.. have weird ppl contactin me these days.. the other time was weird sms.. weird phone calls.. dan now.. got someone send me a msg on hi5 sayin dat we long time no contact and stuffs.. and im like.. do i know youu?! urgh!!! dan i wanna know who's da someone who juz tagged at myy board.. hee.. urgh..dunno la.. daniel.. if there is such a chance.. can i be w you again!? i really love you loads lei.. GOSH!! wat am i doin again!? urgh.. i hate myself!!!