bored.. in sch now.. havin break.. starving.. canteen flooded w ppl.. cant even have a place to sit down and eat.. gotta wait a lil longer lor.. dan now doin da stupid photo essay thing.. hee.. so can use comp lor.. juz nw yc and amanda came dwn and look fer me and tell me dat da kbox trip is cancelled.. wah.. i really dunno wat to say lor.. know they are havin their 'a's this year.. they aer super busy.. have tests and loads of homework.. sure stress de.. k lor.. juz let it be lor.. wen we are all free dan go lor.. was rather dissappointed la.. but wat can i do!? im not takin 'a's this year.. im not havin maths test tml.. but they are.. so let it be lor.. wat can i do!? if i say not ok.. wat kinda fren am i!? they are havin tests and stuffs yet i dun let them study.. want them to acc me.. haiz.. i wun do dat la.. im not dat kinda person la.. somebody need to sacrifice anyway.. dan let it be me lor.. since im doin nth now.. no 'a's no work.. juz waitin fer poly application.. talk abt poly application.. im really very worried lor.. this year 'o' level candidates are so much more smarter dan me.. dan alot of them wanna go take hospitality as well.. wah.. i doubt mi chances are dat great lor.. somemore last year i rejected them wen they accept me.. im really worried sick.. maybe i shld juz resign to mi fate and stay in jc fer good.. juz re-study the whole thing all over again.. haiz.. dunno la.. dun have da courage to go fer da interview or application.. im really scared.. mi dear oso wun have time to pei me go de.. he gotta work everyday.. dan mi frens all have sch and lessons.. who will be free to pei wo.. haiz.. hate it xia..
now in sch.. rottin.. missin mi dearie.. he busy w work.. wonder wat is he doin now.. haha.. hmm.. so far fer da past one month things are still ok.. not too bad.. get to see him almost everyday.. but still miss him alot lei.. why ar?! hee.. yesterday aft his work.. aft mi sch.. we went out lor.. hee.. we went suntec and catch a movie.. our first movie.. er.. as in watch movie alone la.. 2 person.. hee.. juz love da feelin of him by mi side.. love him alot xia.. i know he love mi too.. hee.. sometime i jzu cant help but still be scared dat history will repeat itself again.. once bitten twice shy lor.. really really very scared now.. very afraid dat anything bad will happen.. i dun wan lor.. i dun wan.. our love story mustnt have any ending.. mustn't.. cuz i got alot of things still haven do with him.. hee.. wanna do alot alot of things w him.. hee..im a happi silly ger who is so in love.. i love mi dearie loads.. gonna meet him ltr too.. hee..
