Sunday, February 06, 2005


hmm.. so tired.. but.. today will be da last day i will be feelin tis tired lor.. cuz boss had approved to let me take off till da 15th.. hee.. how nice ar.. hee.. hmm.. today work was rather relax la.. as in everything is not as usual.. as in its a smooth pace thing not in a rush.. haha.. went ah po hse aft work.. waited fer aunty grace to come back.. miss her xia.. haha.. got loadsa nice goodies restin in my hse now.. haha.. tml gg to rub my leg w her ba.. haha.. so funny.. rub leg oso muz find khaki.. she wanna go rub her back.. hee.. was talkin abt stuffs la.. dan talk abt vday..cuz i say i wanna bake cookies as well wen we bake butter cake.. dan it makes me tink of affairs of da heart.. i really dunno wat is gg on in there rite now.. am i havin a crush on someone!? i dunno.. i know dat mi heart doesnt flutter or skip a beat wen i see him.. nor will my stomachs be filled w dancing butterflies.. but i know dat wen we talk.. wen u make fun of mi.. wen u are near me.. i will be very happi.. its enuf to make me hapi fer da day.. am i havin a crush on you!? i really dunno.. hmm.. vday comin le.. feel so lonely.. i dun wan lonely vday.. i wanna spend it w someone special.. someone who i really like.. wonder wen will i ever get to spend my first vday w da man dat i love.. been tinkin rubbish lately.. dunno why.. i dun wanna tink de.. but.. juz miss those times wen i have someone who i know will be there fer me anytime of da day.. someone who i can crap and juz be myself.. someone who i can rely on.. someone who i know will do anything fer me.. someone fer me to run to.. someone whose shoulders i can always use.. someone who knows me inside out.. someone who can take care of me.. someone who i really love.. i dun go fer looks.. i dun go fer wealth.. i wan someone who can juz make me smile.. i wan someone to tell me dat im da one fer him.. i wan someone who can make me feel so special althou im juz a commoner.. i miss da feelin of being attached.. i miss holdin hands.. i miss huggin.. hee.. i wana b sumbody's everyting.. i wana b sumbody's ger.. i wana b dat person he talks abt wen he says she's my world.. sounds so wat ar.. haha.. guess im talkin rubbish le.. haha
but hor.. vday i still dunno wat to get lei.. really la.. dun scold me la.. no mood fer anything tis year.. no mood fer CNY.. no mood fer vday.. and well.. currently tink abt my 18th bday i xian 1/2 alr.. really lor.. dan it wil juz remind me of wat i went thru on mi 17th bday.. URGH!!!

shit you la.. was browsin thru mi frendster juz now.. saw sth dat i shldnt see.. how!? why muz tis always happen to me!? wen im tryin to get it over le..dan sth will happen.. dan it will bring back memories.. fark lor.. look at da way she is holdin you.. i will never have such chance le lor.. im so confused.. mi mind is juz swirlin round and round.. i cant breathe.. i really wanna die.. how i wish dat day da taxi driver will juz run over me.. dan today i wun live to see things dat i wun wanna see.. dan i wun be in pain.. i wun.. i wun.. i really hate myself fer alot of things.. really lor.. i will never know how to forgive myself.. i hate myself..



PRISS threw a coin into the pond @01:51

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pRyncess pRissy. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. self obsessed.
cant live wout: orange zen neeon ; black3230 ; strawberries chocolates ; tanning ; swimming ; big screen movies ; late nights ; sleepovers ; talking ; a lil booze ; a lil partying ; my gurlos ; my family

for all the joy you brought to my life ; for all those times you stood by me ; you were always there for me ; my world is a better place because of you. i love you guys. <3

can i have it liddat?

*bliss and happiness
*a lil of material needs as well

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