Thursday, March 17, 2005


today is a day worth commerating..
finally had a LANs outin..
went kbox..
and guess wat..
da moment i stepped into da room..
oni chiam was sane..
da other 2 alr went bonkers..
haha..
had fun w em..
i juz love em to bits..
hee..
ooh..
let mi explain why i am late k..
cuz in da mornin met mii precious dear fer mac breakfast..
dan we went shoppin fer fruittree drinks..
haha..
dan went dwn to rp w him..
sit there and rotted till it was time to go dan i leave..
so i was late..
haha..
anyway aft singin we went s11 fer dinner..
ate ban mian..
so long no eat le..
hee..
ard 9 plus we finally bear to get out butts out of da chair and start headin home..

hmm..
i dunno wats wrong with me..
ever since seein dat bastard..
alot has been on mii mind..
urgh..
sth is very wrong..
but i cant pin point..
if i am given a choice i oso dun wan it to be tis way..
haiz..
memories and memories juz floatin pass..
but hurts are makin mi heart numb..
somtime i juz feel so unfair to euu..
those scars left by dat freakin bastard is not gonna get away..
is it gonna stay fer life?!
i dun wan..
its very painful..
i wan da scar to leave..
i wan it far away frm mii..
urgh..
juz wanna die now..
watever im gg thru now is tearin mii apart..
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
watever..
wanted to meet dear badly juz now..
was suppose to go rp and meet da gang fer supper..
in da end it was cancelled..
and im supposed to gp home..
hmm..
was ok abt it at first..
but da longer i stay at s11 talkin da more i wanna meet him la..
so i called him up..
he said he was tired wanna go home and rest..
k lor..
i gt nth to say..
asked if can acc him fer dinner he say he can buy home and eat..
fine lor..
i LL lor..
wat can i say...
wat can i do?!
i dunno..
why am i so emotional?!
i oso dunno..
haiz..
monday was our 1mth..
well..
to i it doesnt even feel like 1mth at all lor..
i dunno la..
ppl's 1st mth tgt is filled w sweetness and stuff..
its honeymoon period..
i dunno how to say mine..
i know he is very nice to mii..
but..
look at how much time we get to spend w each other?!
other dan weekends..
haiz..
i dunno la..
i oso dunno why am i pissed dat i cant see him juz now..
dan he juz called up..
guess wat!? nobody was on da other line..
i was seriously pissed off la..
dan i hang up..
he called again..
samae ting happen..
tis time i was put on hold..
i waited fer 5 mins..
dan i hang up..
wat da hell la..
u call up fer nth!?
accidentally pressed ma!?
doubt so..
URGH!!!!!!!!!!!
priss..
xing yi xing...
make clear of stuffs..
gosh.
im really goin mad.
im talkin to myyself..
<:'o':>
i dunno wats gg on in my heart and mind..
too tired to tink..
but i cant fall aslp..
wat da fark..
im in painnnnnnnnnnnn....................................



PRISS threw a coin into the pond @00:57

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pRyncess pRissy. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. self obsessed.
cant live wout: orange zen neeon ; black3230 ; strawberries chocolates ; tanning ; swimming ; big screen movies ; late nights ; sleepovers ; talking ; a lil booze ; a lil partying ; my gurlos ; my family

for all the joy you brought to my life ; for all those times you stood by me ; you were always there for me ; my world is a better place because of you. i love you guys. <3

can i have it liddat?

*bliss and happiness
*a lil of material needs as well

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