Monday, March 21, 2005


whee..
im so hyper today..
hee..
oso dunno why..
maybe one week of hols restores myy madness and energy..
hee..
well well..
tis weekend was rather a bore..
esp on sat..
guess wat i did on sat!?
i stayed home da whole day..
can euu believe it?!
gosh..
i was practically rottin la..
nobody to pei mii..
originally was supposed to go movie w carol jo and dear de..
but the dinner they went to can oni leave at 10..
so bo pian lor..
they wanna meet aft dat i oso dun wan lor..
so late le..
daddy sure scold de..
so i juz rotted at home lor..

on sun..
it was even more beautiful..
hee..
mii dearest woke up at 1.30..
dan we said to meet at 2.30..
so i went to get ready and stuffs..
wen i reach there at 230 din see him..
so wait till 245 dan i realise i din bring sth out..
so went home and take..
on da way i keep callin him..
he din ans..
i tot he went bck to slp lor..
dan i was rather pissed la..
so i sat at home and keep callin..
dan carol called mi..
she say dat mi dearie forget to bring his phone out and dat he is there waitin fer me..
so there i went dashin out of da hse..
hee..
dan wen i reached there we were both starvin..
but in his mind there was oni one thing..
he wanna bring mi go watch movie..
hee..
so in da end we went dwn to ps..
bought movie tix..
took our meal..
dunno is lunch or breakfast..
haha..
dan aft movie we went suntec to get his phone..
his precious new phone..
hee..
dan juz walk ard lor..
aft dat dan we went home le..
was rather late le..
hee..

well well..
sunday is da oni day dat i getta go out w him..
how i wish it was a sat..
dan dun need to worry abt us..
either i studyin tml or he workin tml..
dan scared not enuff slp..
xianz..
but..
no choice..

juz as carol has said..
each relationship is different..
cant expext things to be da way it was fer da previous one..
well.. i know..
but sth i juz wish i cld spend more time w him..
at times i juz hope dat i can have more of his attention..
or maybe its mi..
forever seekin too much attention frm him..
is it mi or not!?
i dunno..
at times i really feel insecure abt tis relationship..
i oso dunno why..
maybe da hurt i gt few mths back was really so gr8 dat im so scared dat da same ting will happen again..
but i know mii dear dear really love mii alot..
i know i love him too..
if not i wun be feelin abt certain things at certain times..
im really scared dat one day he will juz leave mii fer another ger dat comes along da way..
went thru dat and it seriously sux..
but..
wat can i do!?
i really dunno..
how i wish god can take away da hurt..
da scar..
and let mi love him wholeheartedly juz like i have never been hurt before..
guess there's nth fair in tis world yah!?



PRISS threw a coin into the pond @23:43

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pRyncess pRissy. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. self obsessed.
cant live wout: orange zen neeon ; black3230 ; strawberries chocolates ; tanning ; swimming ; big screen movies ; late nights ; sleepovers ; talking ; a lil booze ; a lil partying ; my gurlos ; my family

for all the joy you brought to my life ; for all those times you stood by me ; you were always there for me ; my world is a better place because of you. i love you guys. <3

can i have it liddat?

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*a lil of material needs as well

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