cramps hurt like hell now!!!hate it.. watever..

went swimmin w chiz today..cant believe how B.L.A.C.K. i am now la..its B.L.A.C.K not brown..
im so darn freakin sad..wanna go tannin soon.. to even out my tan.. now my tannlines is HORRIBLE.. can bu ren du.. dunno how am i goin to wear spag straps frm now on.. urgh!!! nonetheless.. i had a gr8 time w my BABEAR.. aft da swim it came.. i was like wat da fark!!! cant even walk properly la.. dunno why tis month's so bad.. bought some food and went mos and watched chi drink corn soup.. haha.. wanted to go dwn to rp de.. cuz dear dear dun have $$ to eat.. wanna go dwn and get him food de.. in da end din.. da pain was really to much to bear.. so i went home.. aft waitin fer da bus with chi i took a cab home.. can u imagine?! i cant even walk home la.. esp da long walk home.. wah.. besides fightin da cramps.. i oso fought with da urge dat i wanna vomit.. it was really darn bad la.. held onto a plastic bag in da cab.. luckily nth came out.. but wen i reached home.. BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sux man!!! hate to be sick.. dan went to slp.. cant even stand straight to find my painkillers.. maybe its alr used up.. bah.. had a gr8 slp.. cuz its da oni time wen it din hurt.. juz wen i tot dat it din hurt.. it was alr bout 7 plus.. so i wake up.. and TADA!!!!! it starts again!!! hate it hate it!!! i hate adam and eve.. if it weren't fer em.. we women do not have to go thru such pain now.. urgh!!! haiz.. so bored at home la.. hope tml everything will be alright ba..