grr...........
i wonder where i stand in ur heart..
why i dun get the kind of attention i deserve!?
do euu know how much it hurts?!
i know euu are tired..
but..
arent i tired as well!?
i know euu dote on me..
i know euu are nice to me..
i know euu love me..
but..
wat i want is u payin a lil more attention to me..
i have never wanted anybody's attention so badly in my life before..
cant believe im so hopelessly seekin out fer ur attention la..
gosh..
sometimes i really wonder wat muz i do to get ur attention!?
maybe one day wen im gone dan u will know..
why muz there be love in tis freakin world!?
why?!
yesh..
wout love i wun be who i am today..
i wun get happy bcuz of silly lil stuffs..
but bcuz of love the hurt i get is juz undescribable..
haiz..
dunno wats up w mi la..
one end im complainin..
and the other im panickin dunno wat to get fer his bday..
gosh....
why am i so useless?!

april fool.. bad day..
bad day at work..
bad day cuz im filled w emo shit now..
life juz simply suckz!