Tuesday, May 17, 2005


it had been a long weekend.. 3 nights without my comp.. gosh.. i do miss you dearly.. hee.. well well.. weekend juz pass by with a blink of my eyes.. 3 days are juz gone liddat.. sat met up w my precious black sweetheart.. we juz lazed ard in town.. was in search fer some clothes.. but.. nth i like.. so ended up window shop again.. hee.. we dan went to watch kingdom of heaven.. OMG!!! its damn nice la.. and whoever say dat it looks like troy shld juz go eat shit la.. cuz da storyline was really nice.. ok.. im simple terms i like it la.. ok!? hee =) hmm.. dan aft da movie james came and look fer mi.. so da 3 of us went fer dinner tgt.. haiz.. dan unpleasant stuffs happened.. dun wish to elaborate.. went back to grandma's fer da night.. cldnt slp da whole entire night.. till abt 4 plus 5.. wen my eyes are finally tired.. phew..
dan sunday wake up and went dwn to town again.. haha.. and i watch movie again.. haha.. tis time was with my polar dearies.. hee.. james, helen, ivy, ah boi and mi.. went fer dinner b4 movie.. was at ljs.. hee.. so funny la.. cant imagine life wout them la.. life will be so miserable.. hee.. have alr start missin you guys.. =) muz miss mi too ya..
today went town again.. okok.. i know i have no life.. but pls dun condemn mi la.. spore is so small.. places to go is so limited.. so i went dwn to buy mum's gift. becks gift. becks if you are readin dis.. be touched k.. it took mi million of years to find sth dat i tink its ok to buy fer you la.. wen u see mi on wed.. i wld have a bigger head.. hee.. dan waited fer jo daddy to buy his shirt.. in da end we were at suntec.. hee.. ate sushi la.. dere's dis guy who is kinda cute.. maybe go back there fer more sushi and more candy fer my eyes.. hee.. aft dat we walked ard lor.. i still din buy da pencilcase i wan.. cuz there's no more black.. sad rite.. nvm.. will have a change of target.. hee.. maybe go searchin fer it tml.. who knows.. hee..

hmm.. i dunno wat am i feelin now la.. i feel like cuttin myself up la.. i feel like dyin.. i juz wanna bleed to death.. why am i always liddat?! is it mi?! or is it you?! i really wonder.. who am i to you!? you will sure say im ur sweetheart.. da ger dat you love.. but.. somehow i dunno how true dat is.. i have never been in such agony cuz im in a r/s.. da oni times i rmb was how horrible it was fer lyon and daniel to disappear frm my life.. but you are still in my life.. dan why am i in agony!? why!? i feel like im havin a crush on someone dan in a r/s.. which part of you shows mi dat im in a r/s with you!? i really dunno wat more can i ask frm you!? wenever i tell you how i feel.. you will juz look at me and give me a blank look w no reaction.. and at da pt of time i feel like bangin myself against da wall lor.. why!? why!? why is it so hard to love someone.. why!? my heart is cryin out to you.. but.. wat are you doin?! i oso dunno.. i juz feel so hopeless abt da whole thing alr.. i juz feel so insignificant to you.. i feel so unimportant to you.. i feel so invisble to you.. i dunno who am i really to you.. gosh.. if oni i cld juz die.. i do not need to tink abt all tis.. no need to worry abt all tis.. can you juz make loving you a easier thing fer mi?! can you make me love you happily?! can you!? can you!? is it v unreasonable of mi to ask dat frm you!? oni you can tell mi dat.. well.. tis week i dunno wen we can meet.. you are workin.. everyday frm mon to sat.. time to acc mi!? i dunno.. maybe nt seein you will make things beter ba.. lets see if things will be better wen sch starts.. hopefully ba.. i dun wanna lose you lor.. i really like you alot lor.. but wen things have no turning point!? i rather have da pain now dan ltr.. you shld know wat i mean ba.. how am i ever goin to bring myself to say it!? god will figure a way somehow.. i dunno wat crap im typin.. i love you.. i wanna be with you.. but you are kinda forcin mi to break things up with you.. gosh.................................................. i hate love..



PRISS threw a coin into the pond @02:25

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pRyncess pRissy. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. self obsessed.
cant live wout: orange zen neeon ; black3230 ; strawberries chocolates ; tanning ; swimming ; big screen movies ; late nights ; sleepovers ; talking ; a lil booze ; a lil partying ; my gurlos ; my family

for all the joy you brought to my life ; for all those times you stood by me ; you were always there for me ; my world is a better place because of you. i love you guys. <3

can i have it liddat?

*bliss and happiness
*a lil of material needs as well

lemme hear you



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