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Wednesday, August 03, 2005

no lesson for today.. so now im rottin at home.. but later goin sch for project which is due this friday.. haiz.. so many deadlines la.. monday got one more deadline.. tis weekend doin travel geog project.. still have excel ffb econs projects.. die la die la.. daddy juz ask me to come home early tis mth.. u tell me how to? wen there are soooo many projects!! grrr.. juz cross my fingers la.. today good mood.. so shall update you abt me whole entire week..

270705
went to sch and did my case study. did my assignment. full marks fer both assignments. trained dwn to bugis met up with chin and mandy. went to take a look at new nat lib. went back to bugis junction. had a walk and they have to go. so went to walk ard bugis street alone b4 gg to meet my precious fer dinner. aft dinner went home lor.

280705
thou lessons start at 2. ii went sch at 10. contd with our case study. better results seen. yj and wy went fer lectures while me and aggy were in da lab. she practised on her speech and i contd on my case study. anw commskills me wy yj were typin away on our case study. lolx. its as thou today gt no lesson whole day case study liddat. hee. so tired la. went dwn to grandma hse fer dinner. at dat went home.

290705
its a weekend! kinda happy! as usual its our hungry friday! lolz. totally slacked ard in sch. today we wore casual formal and i wore my silk one. and all of them are molestin me in class! can you believe it?! grr. so funny la. was attacked left right and back. lolx. went fer lessons.lessons end. aggy, sher, yj , me , we went dwn to bugis. wanted to eat roti prata but it wun start till 430. wth la. so we juz drink and went to nat lib and reseach on our ffb. wah. da info are really here and dere. dunno how to research also. did abit la borrowed books. went dwn to bugis street and bought tat purple top. =)) aft dat met my precious and went to bk fer dinner. wah. can really kill him la. told him i wanted onions rings and he bought an extra portion of dat. wah. caused me to forsake my strawberry pie. saddd. anyway we walked ard and went home as precious is tired and he need to work tml.

300705
woke up early as uncle reno is comin over to repair my comp. but he was oni here ard 4 as it was rainin the whole mornin. so me and sis slacked at home. aft he repaired everything. we bathed and went to central. she wanted to borrow comics and i was gg to meet precious. wen i reached i called him and he said he needed quite some time to reach so i acc my sis. guess wat? wen i reached da shop he called sayin he reached! im like wth la! grrr.. so went to meet him and we went to town. wanted to buy some clips. but those i like are really expensive. so decided to take a look ard. me and precious dan went to cine fer dinner. aft dat we bought tixs fer movie. =) it has been so long since we went out tgt! fer da past few sat it was always with his frens. so we walked ard town as the movie is like 90 mins away. enough to play a game of soccer. lolx. slacked ard. went fer movie. it was not bad. enjoyable but not stunning. stealth. dats da movie name. alritee. aft movie he sent me home. story ends. haha. was so tired wen i reach home. hit the sack almost immediately. yupz.

310705
its a sunday! cant believe da month of july has passed by so fast. it has gone with da wind. anyway woke up real late. like 12 plus. came online. realise da hurtful truth abt my comp. anyway was on da phone with carol and we decided to meet up. so went to get ready. met dear carol and jo. four of us had dinner tgt. went grocery shoppin w her. haha. dan we left. me and dear shopped somemore at toa payoh. x) yupz. finally bought the clips! hee. juz slacked ard with him. dan he sent me home.

010805
start of a new month! its also my precious chi chi bday. better meet up with me soon. or ur hostage will die. haha. anyway was in sch by 10. doin project ma. guess wat?! my eye candy also came to the same laB! i was so excited! so happy! whee. and best part is he took the comp next to me! WHEE!! haha. it was definitely da best day of my life. haha. he's so cute can! he smells damn nice too! hee. ya. anyway went for lunch and lessons aft dat. aft sch went shoppin w them at tm. yupz. came home and work on my ppt fer tml's presentation. yupz. haiz. xianz. nervous.

020805
had my presentation. sux to da core. keep tripin on my words. was so nervous. dunno why?! never was i once so nervous. my whole body was shakin! omg. anw its over! yupz. i was so hungry la. stomach was growlin. lolx. went fer lunch at norgen vaz. smelly place with good food. ha. aft dat stayed in sch fer project. me and agnes chiong all da way. yupz. finished with our part we left. i really cant stand our grp any longer! they are really an eyesore to me. esp invisble woman! cant stand her attitude! grr. lucky sem is gg to be over soon. prayin hard not to be in da same class as her AGAIN fer da rest of da sem. pls let me get over and done with her! grr

cant stand her. attitude sux. dun wish to talk more abt her. my blood boils with juz pure mention or a look at her. eeeeeeeeee. yikes!

hmm. things have been gg thur my mind. it has been so long. i really dunno wat to do. aggy said no. my heart says think twice. but my mind is tellin me yes! im really lost. really need a talk with him. sometimes i really feel bad. i know he is tired frm work and stuff really need to go rest. but if i let him go, i will feel unease. if i dun, i will feel guilty. i am really slowly changin fer his sake. im learnin to accept everything. aceept that he is workin long hours. accept that he has lil time fer me. accept dat i have to wait. accept where i stand in his life. accept how every sat we have to meet so late ; or meet up with his frens. i dunno. it seems dat i will never be loved da way i want from him. sighz. tis sucks! but he loves me in his own special way. dunno how to explain. guess its a really hard time fer me now ya. projects him frens. haiz..

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