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Friday, October 07, 2005

aiights. time to blog b4 i go pack my luggage.
i got no more time to pack le. everyday will be workin.
anyway i tink i will be to lazy to pack ltr. haha.
say so much fer fun de.

today's work is super bad! i will never never never never work with mitchell again!
i swear! i will ask fer transfer and everythign. even if the changed destination is 2 hrs frm my place i also dun wanna work with him!!! BAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes! dats how much my hatred is to him! BAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm. was so poor thing today. wore new shoes. had blisters! my leg almost broke into 2!
went shoppin alone! so sad la! first time in my life i was shoppin alone! i swear again tis will never happen again unless in desperate situations like today. haha.
aft shoppin went dwn to office. slacked and contd my storybook there. tink im gonna finish it in m'sia. haas. cant wait fer it. cant wait to chit chat w my gurlos. cant wait to see them again! it has been long since i last saw aggy. i miss u dear. haas. we 87s muz stand strong tgt. haas.

guess wat!? today i saw henry at bugis! and we juz looked at each other!!! mwahaaha. cant believe it he can actually rmb me!!! mwahaaha. he is really GORGEOUS!!! mwahaahaa. tall ; tan ; handsome. and his smile really show how white his teeth is! mwahaaha. if oni..... lolx. am msgin him. mwahaaha. finally resume contact. cuz seldom see him online. and i dun really msg him ma. lolx.

once again my heart and mind is at war! i dunno wat to do! im super lost! im sorry pals. im juz not ready to let this out yet. so let me have some privacy hur. =/

first stepped into office u talked to me. make fun of me. tot im gonna work with u. again i was disappointed. wanted more from u. i wanted to talk more to u. i want to make small conversations. i want to know more abt you. but its so wrong!!! i can not do dat! never! im attached! im someone else gf. i can do nth! i cant do anything! NTH! during work ; called u up fer help. so nice to hear ur voice. how i wish da call will go on forever. how i wish we can juz talk thru the whole nite. know more abt each other. and how dare u always say wat my heart tinks. i really dun wish to put dwn da phone w u. haas. guess u gt it rite there. lolx. wanted to msg u on my way home. but i cant do so! its not right! sighed. anyway wen it was abt 1230 ; i did. but its aiights cuz i msg andy as well. so nth special ya. and u replied me. i was =) yes. u did. tink im gonna see u tml again. and yes. tis time im so gonna cal u up and ask whether u wan coffee or not. haas. =) u thick skin guy. can u juz stop being nice w me. i dun wan watever is happenin to me to bcum serious! cuz i cant afford to. but i seriously wanna work w u. haas. BAH! im contradicting myself. BAH!!! hate affairs of the heart! it always leave me in a mess!!!

PRISS threw a coin into the pond @01:49

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