Wednesday, October 05, 2005


am so bored ; dunno why
cant life be juz a tad more interesting fer me?
BOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
haas. today went dwn to work rather early.
cuz sher and yinki went dwn fer interview and started work.
brief them abt the promos and everything.
yada yada.
dan my dear called me!!!
guess wat!? he end work le! and he is comin to look fer me!!
how exciting can this be!?
i was over the moon!!
anyway met him fer lunch ; walked over to fox
THEY DUN HAVE THE FREAKIN TOP I WANT!
wat the hell man!? is taka da oni branch!?
shit them lor! waste my time to go dwn la. grr!
watever. dan aft dat he walked me back to office.
so sweet ; haas.

anyway did canvassing today!
its ok la. i prefer road shows.
work w another grp of ppl.
ppl who i dun really talk to ; except evelyn.
haas. i was paired up w fabian.
lolx. we shared a combo.
somemore its comin frm chanel. the superstar ger.
how cool man!!! haas. aft dat took train all da way back home.
my butt nearly rotted! lolx.

haiz. i dunno wat im feelin. im so lost. i know i love him and i know he loves me.
i know he is super nice to me. always so patient and understanding.
no matter how irritatin i gets he never loses his temper at me.
but at times i juz wished to have more frm him.
i wan more of his attention and i want him to love me da way i want it to be.
i know im selfish ; but who do not wish to be loved da way she likes?
haiz. maybe its an infatuation. maybe its a crush. watever it is.
it will always remain in my heart. i will not do anything silly to harm him.
i cant bear to hurt him. we had went thru so much tgt. we can overcome tis.
its juz an infatuation my dear! pls! he wun be interested.
u are so much younger ; u are attached ; he is juz doin his job.
haiz. why muz hester tell me dat?! it makes me hope.
grrr. talkin w him on the phone was fun.
everything is fun w him.
whether is it workin ; talkin ; jokin ; yada yada
maybe its juz dat im lookin fer someone to fill da empty void which dear had never done so.
maybe maybe. everything's a maybe!! i swear i will never hurt u dear.
by sayin da word dear. it reminds me of him. he always say im such a dear.
fark!!! im so messed up now. who can i talk to!? everybody will say dat im in da wrong.
grrr. i dunno la. everyday i go to work ; juz hope to work w him.

haas. watever. need to slp. visitin baby jayden tml! love dat lil bundle of joy!



PRISS threw a coin into the pond @02:18

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pRyncess pRissy. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. self obsessed.
cant live wout: orange zen neeon ; black3230 ; strawberries chocolates ; tanning ; swimming ; big screen movies ; late nights ; sleepovers ; talking ; a lil booze ; a lil partying ; my gurlos ; my family

for all the joy you brought to my life ; for all those times you stood by me ; you were always there for me ; my world is a better place because of you. i love you guys. <3

can i have it liddat?

*bliss and happiness
*a lil of material needs as well

lemme hear you



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