new year is no longer like what it was used to be when i was still 8.
no longer has the excitement ; maybe just for the mutton soup?
haas. was at granny`s place abt 12
relatives started to come abt 1?
lunch start`d soon ; too much seafood
so hard to avoid! haas. hopefully nth happens la hur.
its itching a lil now. =/

aft some photo taking sessions went dwn to another relative`s place
as usual its boring time as we totally has nth to do there.
so me and sis juz slack` ; eat ; took pics
haas. not as much compared to last yr. =/
left pretty soon. came home and there was someone at my place alr.
aft some tv watchin went to bed.
am really tired. woke up and did my econs.
im still lack of one article ; and im lackin of things to write.
bad feeling fer econs portfolio.
sher had both articles done ; yinki is halfway thru her 2nd one
and im oni halfway thru my first one!
im so screwed! bahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
watever.

tml will be gg over to ah-ma`s place in the morning
aft dat the rest of the family will go dwn to jb fer visiting
while i come home as i gotta make a trip dwn to my precious place fer visiting.
im damn stress la ; bahhhh
its his entire family la ; aunties uncles cousins grandma.
omg. i can simply juz faint and i wun wanna wake up.
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
watever. im getting headaches.
gonna contd w my analysis.

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPSSS
its time to get fat with all the new year goodies tempting you to.
bahhhhhhhhhh. my pineapple tarts. woots.
gonna finish it soon
i practised tons of self control to prevent the depletion of pineapple tarts in my hse.
mwahaahaaa.

anyway i am real bored
and i totally give up on econs articles. cnn sucks!
the page keeps hanging! sucks lor!
nobody online to entertain me
my baby`s out w his fren
lolx.

must be free rite dats why read my posts ; so im gonna let ur eyes have a feast.
look at all my pics darlings.






this is wat my mama did fer me. (:


good nite peeps. have a merry new year!!! lovesss

aiights. its new year eve and im online searchin articles fer econs portfolio
how hardworkin can a ger get man. haas.
just kidding.
anyway last nite was quite a flop.
the music suck`d like hell!
no cute guys to look at.
it was farkin boring laaaaaaaaaaaa.
shld have went pavilion w alyy.
at least more ny faces will be there. mwahaahaa.
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
hmm. the 1E1 clique was there la.
and well m not too close w them
so really din enjoy myself la. haas.
watever. cant be bother`d. its over anyway
reached home close to 5
and woke up at 9 plus fer prayer.
i wan die alr la. so lack of slp. bahhhhhhhhhhh.

juz finished reunion dinner
ate seafood ; wonder if infection will take place.
haas.
gg to watch fearless ltr. mwahaahaa.
dad always like dat kinda things. haas.
watever. new year tml!!!
MUTTON SOUPPPPP
wheee!!!!

aights quick entry b4 i go to bed
finally fer once my gers morning calls are effective
cuz i wasnt late fer my 9am class
and i din miss the lecture ; thou it was boring my butt off. haas.
met becky aft sch
bus`d dwn w yinki ; wasnt dat late thou
maybe juz 5 mins haas.
had my tragus pierce`d. its swollen hur.
i think ; yinki says its not.
-shrugs-
i cant eat seafood fer 1 month la! yes farkin ONE month
how can dat be!!! NEW YEAR is here!!! how not to eat
think im gonna eat and juz get it infected la
dun think anything serious will happen. haas.
yupz. shop`d ard. talk`d alot
ate alot too. >.<
OH! wen i met becks; she was w darius and i cant believe da first thing he say to me was
" tml u goin? go la ; aldric goin "
wtf la.. bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hmm. aggy not gg. im gonna stick w becks darl. hope everything will be fine.
hope it will be fun ; hope fauwaz will be gg

anyway mummy dearest is back!!! i was practically supper happy and surprised!!!
woohoo!!! really miss my mum loads. glad to see her ; cant stop talkin to her the moment i step`d into the house. haas. so excited to see her!!!
anyway told mum im clubbin tml ; and she was like ok lor
dun drink too much ar. mwahaahaaa.
how cool can that be?! i love my mama to pieces!!!
whee!!!!!!!

tto test tml! DEAD! open book thou. gonna start searching fer my notes.
off i go to finish up with my undone tasks.

hope tml will be a blast ; hope i can wake up fer sch tml
hope tml presentation will be successful

aiights. met up w belle aft sch today
as some last min things cropped up we oni managed to spend some time tgt.
anyway got my bday and xmas present fer both 2004 & 2o05
yes. dats how forgetful my belle is. haas.
anyway was feeling super moody cuz im meeting dear aft dat
anyway wait`d fer him ; met abt 7
went fer dinner and bought my white m)phosis slippers
whee.
anyway like how i predicted ; when i see him i juz cant seem to put how i feel into words
i juz feel v happy when i see him
and how he carrys my bag ; hold my hand
i really feel love`d
hence i juz felt so wrong to say how i feel
haas. anyway aft dat he went dwn to rp and get me the stuffs
dan we train`d back to tpy.
on the train we did talked a lil.
i forced myself to ; otherwise when things go out of hand its unfair to both of us.
and well contd the talk at my void deck
and yupz finally get to say out how i totally feel
like how i dun feel love`d and i totally dun feel like im in a r/s at all.
and so on ; told him that it will be my last straw
if aft sometime its still like this
i have no choice but to let gooo
hees. aiights prissy is a happy ger now. :)

now all i shall do is close my eyes and pray.
and hope fer da best. meeting becky darlin tml to shop
gonna have my tragus pierce`d.

anyway was really happy today in sch. i love wednesdays.
woohoo!!! one day i really wish to know how is it like to hug my mystery guy.
mwahahahahahahaha. ok prissy is gg nuts. muz be da lack of slp
i better go slp.i wanna get up and go fer lecture tml.
hugs darlings. off i go
wheeeee.

super emo today. tons goin thru my mind.
watever i say here is juz how i feel.
a place fer me to put dwn my thots.
not fer you to tell me wat to do.
millions of stuffs runnin here and there. its tiring me out.
wat piss me most is that we are halfway talkin and you gotta go.
its serious stuff ya. yes i know u gotta wake up at 4 and get ready fer work
but with such thing happening between us u can actually juz doze off.
amazing! aint it? rite. being w him fer so long i actually know abt it.
and there`s nth i can do abt it. can i? he`s always this silly boy.
yes ; my silly lil boy.
i dont deny i love him loads. i really do.
love makes you do silly things and go certain extend.
thou we seldom meet up ; but whenever we`re out.
as long as im near him ; its pure bliss.
in my heart im smiling so widely ; grinning frm ear to ear
the feeling is so warm and fuzzy
its undescribable and i guess nothing in this world could beat this feeling.
except maybe eminem call out my name give me a big hug and kiss.
but dats oni temporary haas. im nuts.
yes yes. i love him so much that i cant bear to really make it one last time ; one last chance
i said so many last chance b4 but it din work.
maybe this time i`ll be really drained out and i will hold my words to it?
maybe ; maybe not
but somehow despite the love im really gettin drained up.
yes ; i know he has to work and he can never really give me the time i want
i have grown to accept that. i understand the fact that he has to work and will not have time fer me as often as i wished. maybe thats why every single time i see him i feel wat i feel. ?
-shrugs-
but i really want someone to love me ; to care ; to pamper me ; and be sweet ; whisper sweet nothings. haas.
but guess all this is really hard fer him.
he aint an expressive person. a lil effort to try will be good nuff.
i know he loves me loads. he always give in to me
he always tolerate my tantrums ; my nonsense
nv once complain`d ; nv once lose his temper
and im super grateful fer that. C=

oh wells. maybe i shall juz get dwn and talk to him.
i gotta do this somehow. message gotta be sent across to him.
the last chance ; my last straw
and i pray fer the best cuz baby i really love you.

my farkin comp is irritating me. fark man. im so farkin pissed!!!
bahhhhhh. home`d the entire day! i wanna die.
at least i did my part fer pom.
anyway its sunday and im home the entire day
i wanna die!!!!! somebody kill me pls!!!
anyway sch`s tml. sucks man. lesson at 10.
confirm plus chop sure oversleep again. and bound to be late!
bahhhhhhhh. no mood to blog la. muz repair my freakin comp.
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

we aimed to finish up the >999 images in my phone. but to no avail. haas.tons of pics not uploaded too. i love my gers. <3<3

eleven months pass`d
and im getting more confuse
hold on ; let go
what to do?

alyy ask me to do some soul searching.haas.
yess. its da same stuffs again.

how he will never have enough time fer me.
but simple stuffs like making an effort to wake up and have breakfast w me is more than enough.
i wasnt that easily contented in the past.
maybe im juz numbed to all this ; eleven months, who wun be numbed
or maybe im being more understanding.
i dunno which category i fall under.
at times i do not have the feeling of being in love.
its quite some time and im starting to get bored.
first time im feeling this way.
i just want him to appreciate me more ; i just want him to pay more attention to me
who knows wen will dat day come.
im juz afraid that i will start turning to others who will give me all that he cant give
and i dun wan that to happen
i love him so much that i do not want to hurt him
but....
grrr......
somebody tell me wat to do.

i love you so much that i cant bear to hurt you ; but i doubt you will feel that much pain when im gone. i was never your first piority.

man. sch was so boring today!!! cant believe it i overslept again!!!
lesson`s at 10 ; woke up oni at 9
wtf la. yupz. im late. 22 mins late fer class.
was debating whether to go fer class or not
cuz my slot is supposed to end at 1040.
heck care la. went in anyway.
thank god din missed out alot. =)
anyway todays purpose in gg sch!? fer 20 mins of peer teaching.
how wonderful rite? haas.
anyway went town w the usuals. heehs. tis time we took 518 instead of 65.
LOLX.
we lunched over at FOOD REPUBLIC.
the food there was SWEET!!!
timmy treat me eat har kau.
AWWW!!! HOW SWEET!!! =)
seriously touched. shhh. hees.
we ate ice cream too.
aft dat we juz slacked. walked ard. shopped ard. din buy anythign thou.
din see anything i like ma.
anyway abt 7 liddat i left and went to hospital and see granny.
she seems worse. she seems to be so tired. she seems to be so strengthless.
it juz breaks my heart. and well. guess wat?
hospital so big yet no doctor know wats da freakin prob with her!!!
the other time also liddat ; say shld be mild stroke, but not sure. cuz she can do certain tasks.
now? they also dunno wats happening to my granny. say might be her neck nerve.
CAN SOMEONE FARKIN GIVE ME A CONFIRMED ANSWER?!
study so much ; pay so high ; yet something simple like this also dunno
fark man!!!
went home with another tub of ice cream. its my oni comfort.
one more tub fer tml. =(
i wan granny to be welll. ; i wan to eat her home cook food ; i wan to see her walk ard
i wan to hear her talk to me ; i wan to see her mop the floor
i wan i wan i wan. i juz want all this. i dun wan to see her lying in the bed looking so tired and helpless.
i feel so useless ; i cant do anything to help her
i`m useless!!!
dear lord. pls make my granny all well again!!!

Rules: Bold the following that are true about you, italicize things you wish were true

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch much TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. (sometimes is an understatement)
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm smart. (TOTALLY!!)
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.(how about all the time?)
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty. (wat the fark!?)
Slept with a Suitemate.
I have a hidden talent. (i have tons of hidden talents)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex. (ask chin. haas.)
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping. (its a torture)
I would rather shop than eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I currently like someone. (i love tons of ppl)
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything. (im allergic to bithcy ; irritating ppl)
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex. (hell ya!)
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I like surveys/memes.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I believe in prophetic dreams.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I am a pyro.
I love the Red Sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome. (YEA BABY YEA!)
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I f**king hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
I watch Food Network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse. (ridden a falabella)
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they weren't family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I only clean my room when necessary.

-ripped from jiam`s blog-

presentation was great today.
so informal. no stress. =)
aft dat we spilt into 2 groups and did our respective project.
met up aft dat. slacked at cs. i ate non-stop la.
im so fat now la. fark man!!!
aft dat we bus`d dwn to town.
my butt really hurt damn much la. it was 1hr plus journey lor.
but sleep till damn song. haas.
waited fer aggy fren ; joel
walked one round in heeren ; nth to do
slack`d at spinelli ; free water
another aggy fren came ; hui min
went dwn to lido fer subway.
i really is eat non-stop la.
=C. damn sadddd
we sit there talk cock. slack`d ; play`d games
damn woo hoo im back home. gaas.
am so tired. cant be bothered to do anything.
shall slp soon. im gonna dye my hair tml.

anyway sent some msges out.
if you cld steal one thing from me. wat would it be?
a couple say my heart
a few say my dimple
mandy says my 410 signboard
chin says half of my boobs
shu yi says my pig collection
zhen you says a kiss

so if you could steal one thing from me. wat would it be!?

whee. done w tto presentation speech. can go slp le.
if not tml confirm plus chop cannot wake up de.
haas.
i love my groupmates!!! cuz we are super efficient!
we oni need one day to complete tml's presentation.
and wen i look at the result im rather satisfied. =)
*grins damn widely!
aiights. am so gonna complete the other 2 reports.
so next friday no need go sch. woohoo!!!
hopefully can meet up w my babear fer our long awaited makan cum shopping session.
and one of the days i shall go scout fer my cny clothes w yinki.
haas.

tml gonna wear formal la. sucks man.
fer 1 presentation oni la. grrr. and aft dat i will be gg ard w my formal wear...
grrr. hopefully those heels wun break my legs.
and yes!!! sat i confirm gg to dye hair le. =)
await my new surprise. =)
and till then, much love frm pryncess priss

whee. finally done with my psyco. at least one load off my mind.
but still i tink it was badly done. watever.
got back econs. ok la. thou i could have done better. =/
did i set my expetation too high? -shrugs-

supposedly im watchin narnia ytd. but celebrating wy bday.
so wanted to watch today. but they say want do project.
in da end nv do. called dear up. he say he with ben. dan i sianz 1/2
dan i msged alot ppl lei. some got sch. some workin. some got other things.
some NEVER REPLY. bah.. dan i juz go home lor.
juz reached home and he called and say he can meet me fer movieee.
whee. i was so happy la. faster changed and went out.
cuz movie 630. by the time i leave it was 545.
haas. was starvng. so went to eat b4 movie. =)
the movie was great!!! ok la. maybe not so exaggerating.
but i enjoyed it. like wat shermain said.
i did expect it to be better. >.<
G2000 was having sales!!! but din really see anythign i like.
either too big or too small. =(
watever.
it was raining went i came home.
dear and me ran in da rain. lucky wasnt dat bad. haas.
bahhhhh.
im so scared i cant wake up tml. it has been long since i went fer bstats lect.
haas. watever.

hmm. i treat you as my fren. my brother. cuz u do take care of me.
and we could always crap so much. with you ard. it always laughter thou at times u bully me.
dat night at the chalet. i dunno why do i have such reactions. maybe we were too high alr.
you did hugged me a couple of times. and the eat hotdog moment. it juz set my heart beating so fast. and definitely slpin next to you. esp in da mornin wen we shared da blanket. =) and yupz. i dunno why did i feel alil uneasy when you were talkin to other gers and dun care abt me. haas. and you actually called da wrong name. =( lolx. u will always be someone close to my heart. a very good fren. i juz wanna share your joy and burdens. haas. i juz wanna write this out. as part of my memory. i dun wann anyone to see it. haas. dumb rite? who cares.

im so god damn farkin tired..
ytd went to sch. waited fer so long fer lecture.
and all we got was a bloody notice dat says no lecture.
wtf. i was literally boiling. grrr.
anyway it was raining and we slacked in sch.
crapped all da way till rain got smaller fer us to leave.
sher ; yinki and me went dwn to tm to get wy bday pressie.
din want to go fer da chalet. in da end mr FU "INVITED" me dwn.
had no other choice but go.
travelled home ; bathed ; changed ; packed bag ; left.
reached chalet abt 10. woohoo.
first thing andy did to me was to hand me a can of carlsberg.
wtf la. anyway was playing guessing w jordan.
and well. i kept losing. =(
some ppl got real high. its was funny. jashawn was really funny.
haas. how he ended up mopping the entire living hall. mwahaahaa.
cute la he. and yupz. due to those alcohol.
some commotion happened dat really shocked me.
it really upsets me. i nv see andy in dat manner b4. never.
and i dun wanna see it again. ever.
it really shocked me ; it upsets me too. look at da cuts he had. =(
anyway things got better aft dat. was bbq-ing w kimyi and yi yong.
whee. honey fishball ; honey crabstick ; super spicy sotong
haas. heaven!
played cards and all. was tired but no place to slp.
so slept in da living hall. and wen andy saw dat he went up and got us to slp in air-con room.
and yes. i was slpin on da floor. and yes i was farkin shivering.
it was so farkin cold... no blanket. oni andy`s smelly t-shirt to cover my legs.
mwahaahaaa.
woke up damn early. too cold to contd slpin.
and dan somehow we got da bed and blanket.
and yupz. abt noon woke up and bathe.
gotta get ready to meet my gurlos.
b4 i left we played some games. and damn it.
i lost. and my breakfast is a can of carlsberg. bahhhh.
cab`d dwn to heeren ; lunched at nydc
great time spent there. tons of games played.
my precious popped by. was totally surprised.
been long since i last saw him.
anyway went over to taka and cut cake.
exchanged our way overdue xmas pressie.
=)
strolled dwn to far east and look fer dear.
aft some shopping ; went dwn to cuppage fer pool.
supper and homeee.
wells. i juz feel so happy to see him.
din know i missed him so much. =)
really love him loads.

finally done with my part for the peer teaching notes.
my head is spinning round and round.
and it hurts so god damn farkin much!
gonna hit da sack soon. haas.

today was a rotten day. it juz wun stop raining.
luckily i found an umbrella. haas. so din get dat wet today.
din do much. juz went back to church.
hmm. alot is running through my mind.
well. i feel dat im contradicting myself. haas.
part of me really wanna go back to church.
to enjoy the praise ; listen to sermon and feel convicted.
but. i dont wanna be tied dwn by the dos and donts.
imagine i cant wear spag tops. imagine i cant have a bf.
dan wat i gonna do w my precious. u get wat i mean?
i dun wanna go fer midweeks and bible talks.
i dun wanna have a disciple to monitor my daily life w god.
yes i know i ought to do my quiet time and pray to him every day.
but. sometimes its juz hard. i haven been doin dat fer years!
get wat i mean?
oh wells. thank god im not da oni one feeling this way.
haas. maneka also felt it too.
so we got a crazy and stupid but workable plan.
we will juz go church every sunday morning.
sit at one secluded area ; far from everyone we know.
aft service be da first to choing out. haas.
maybe next week will be our first attempt. we shall see how it goes.

anyway i was v poor thing today. nobody wanna come out fer dinner w me.
why? cause its raining. even my precious. actually is i dun wan meet him de la.
i was alr starving ; dan he still need an hour to meet me.
might as well go bang wall rite? haas. yes. had a lonely dinner.
-sobx- aiights
tis cant go on anymore. i really need to slp.my head is spinning.

some pics on ytd trip in townn.

nydc

whee. full meal at nydc. and we discovered a secret.

us at big O

the cake was simply heavenly. it left me craving for more.

yupz. its my favourite. and read carefully. there's this phrase that says : priscilla, a real sweetie

oh man. how true! haas.

im so tired.. gotta hit my sack soon..
shopped da entire day away with my yinki dear.
da rain juz couldnt stop la. it was so freakin irritating.
haas. anyway shopped ard. din see anything nice fer cny.
we wld make a trip dwn to chinatown and get some super cheena tops fer cny.
need to have da feel wat. mwahaahaaa.
anyway yupz. we shopped from wisma to taka to heeren and back to wheelock.
haas. and yupz. i did bought someting. if not i really will kill myself. haas.
i loved da top la. =) is under alteration. hmm. cant wait to get it soon. haas.
and yinki got a pair of jeans. she was like super happy la.
im happy fer her too. cuz it suits her. =)
ger. the jeans is really nice.
aft dat we walked to wheelock.
went to check whether did she recieved a prank call or was it real.
apparently it was a sickening prank call. bahhh. those ppl got nth else better to do hur?!
lolx. yupz and we both had cravings fer pasta. so we dined at nydc.
and we found out something in common. mwahaahaaa.
ssshhh. secret. lolx. we were both super full frm da pasta la.
but the desert at big O was juz too tempting.
and yupz ; paid da bill and jumped over to big O fer their cake.
woohoo!!! da cake left me on ecstacy. it was so freaking nice!!!
i love it. i simply love it. i juz want more of it. i wanna go back fer more.
whee. anyway we were both too full from our dinner. haas.
i almost rolled home. mwahaahaaa.
aiigths. gotta go le. tml meeting agnes fer lunch and church.
haas.

stupid rain. caused me to stay home and so far away from sentosa.
i wanted to go tanning la. bahhh. super irritated!!!
watever.
anyway im meetin yinki ltr.
to go shop ard. haas. its a sat. and i dun wanna stay home.
anyway i haven watch narnia. nobody free to watch w me.
im damn sad la.
aiights. gotta go get ready to meet yinki alr.
althou she will be late. mwahaahaaa.
see ya ltr. =)

do i really play hard to get?

here i am bloggin b4 i leave fer sch. C:
aiights. know i din go fer lecture. but im really tired.
haiz. wat to do. but am gg fer tut ltr.
which is at 2 and i have to leave soon.
hmm. projects and tuts are crushin me!!!
i wanna diee. there goes my weekends.
tis 2nd half of the sem is so RUSH!!!
everything also mux be done fast.
and im glad there are tons of holidays.
mwahaahaaa.
i wanna watch narnia. i've yet watch it yet...
anybody free? mwahaahaaa.

im real tired. i can feel all energy drained out of me.
i need to recharge. but how to?
when all projects are crushin me.
sch is so early. i can no longer have a good nite slp.
i juz need one contented slp. haas.
really really. next week PH. woohoo! am gonna enjoy myself.
hees.

am so tired to even write anything more.
i juz wanna fade away. somebody juz let me run away from reality.

sighz. all of a sudden i think abt dat farkin bastard.
bahhhhh. i hate it man. bloody bastard. it has been a year.
and still memories and scars will always be a part of me.
it can never be erased. some times i juz wished our brain will be like comp.
i can juz press delete and everythign will be gone.
and i will nv know dat he existed in my life.
and dat i loved him so much.
and dat he hurt me so much.
haiz.

aiights. im real bored at home. been online since tis mornin till now.
more dan 12 hrs. grrr. really can die. start to have headache alr.
gotta go slp aft tis post. haas. thankful to all dat has chat w me online.
thanx fer entertaining me and not allowing me to rot. haas.

anyway i came across this and i tink its rather amusing

He's teaching her arithmetic, he said it was his mission. He kissed her once then kissed her twice and said, "Now that's addition." And as he added smack by smack, in silent satisfaction, she sweetly gave the kisses back and said, "Now that's subtraction." Then he kissed her, she kissed him, without an explanation, and both together smiled and said, "That's multiplication." Then dad appeared upon the scene and made a quick decision. He kicked that kid three blocks away and said, "That's long division!"

haas. anyway meetin helen and carol tml fer lunch. hopefully i can wake up ba. haas.
long time da 3 of us nv come tgt le. hees.

all of a sudden i have a craving fer icekimo ice cream... bahhh.
anyone free fer icekimo ice cream? hees.

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
` i celebrated my 8teen bday. haas. i dun turn 8teen every year. and tis year my bday was a much enjoyable one. =)
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
` hmm. i din set any resolutions fer 2005. mind was elsewhere dat time. and yupz. i did set a few fer 2006. C:
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
` yupz. baby is so damn freakin cute!!!
4. Did anyone close to you die?
` nopex. i dun wan dat to happen.
5. What countries did you visit?
` went oni to genting/kl w ma peeps. love da time spent there.
6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
` time. and more FUN!
7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
` 140205 : the story of both of us started then
250305 : the day i was accepted into tp. a change in course of my life.
071205 : my 8teen bday. hmm. or rather the entire week. i juz feel so loved.
311205 : last day of 05. great nite out w my peeps.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
` achievement? being able to get into tp? hmm. i tink is dat my mum and my r/s got better. at least i dun mind letting her know stuffs. haas.
9. What was your biggest failure?
` failure? hmm. i dunno. dun tink any ba.
10.Did you suffer illness or injury?
` nopex. juz sprained my ankle a couple of times dats all.
11.What was the best thing you bought?
` oh man. i bought so many freakin things. hmm. tink is da zen neeon my dad bought fer me.
12.Whose behavior merited celebration?
` hmm. guess its my dear. he tolerated my truckloads of nonsense. and he still love me da same nonetheless. my mum was another one. cuz she has changed. as in she allowed me to have more latenights. mwahaahaaa
13.Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
` dat stupid cousin of mine. she is really useless!
14. Where did most of your money go?
` clothes. food. movies.
15.What did you get really, really, really excited about?
` turning 8teen and being able to club OFFICIALLY.
16. What song will always remind you of 2005?
` there are couple of great songs this year. hmm. tink its lee hom's forever love.
17.Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
` im so much happier!!! u shld read the entries i posted tis time last year. haas.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
` spent more time with my family. esp papa and mei mei.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
` less playing ard. so i can get more focus on my studies.
20.How did you spend Christmas?
` was at chalet w dear and his frens. on xmas day itself came home during evening and had dinner w my lovely family.
22.Did you fall in love in 2005?
` yupz. i fell head over heels with mr woo jin cong.
23. How many one-night stands?
` nahz.
24. What was your favorite TV program?
` america next top model. it got me glued to the tv every week.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
` oh well. hate is a strong word. i seldom hate anyone. maybe juz dislike.
26. What was the best book you read?
` din get to read alot this year. hmm. those novels i read were rather good.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
` gosh. wtf. i dunno. im still in love w drums and i wanan learn it nontheless. haas.
28. What did you want and get?
` i want happiness and to get over dat bastard and move on with my life. and well. i did it. thanx peeps. cldnt have done it wout u guys. =)
29. What did you want and not get?
` hmm. maybe da canon ixus i. anyone kind enuff to get me dat?! pls..
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
` hmm. there were a couple. juz to name a few. a moment to rmb. e longest yard hostage and zathura.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
` on my 8teen bday itself. i went to sch fer lesson. aft dat i met up w my baby. we went to watch movie. took neoprints. and went fer dinner. thou it was simple. it was v sweet of him thou. cuz i received da first bouquet of flowers in my life.=)
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
` i cant really pinpoint.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
` it was definitely so much better compared to yrs ago. haas. guess time really do change someone.
34.What kept you sane?
` my pals. they are always there to keep me sane.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
` my ever fav. eminem. raul gonzales. and da most recent RAIN!
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
` i dun really give a damn to political stuffs. haas. maybe da IR. cuz it will affect my future. haas
37. Who did you miss?
` definitely my LANcers. time spent w them were much lesser. and my mama.
38. Who was the best new person you met?
` my gurlos. AGGY ; SHERMAIN ; WANYI ; YINKI. not forgettin msh peeps like mr andy fu, jashawn, ray..
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
` i juz have to follow my heart. close my eyes and learn to trust. and well. i did dat and tada i got into tp and i also got a guy who truly loves me. =) never think dat once you`ve hurt u will nv heal. it is juz da begining of something better. and muz learn to trust yourself. have faith in yourself. wen u fall ; its not necessary a bad thing. u will learn someting through it. haas.