aiights. met up w belle aft sch today
as some last min things cropped up we oni managed to spend some time tgt.
anyway got my bday and xmas present fer both 2004 & 2o05
yes. dats how forgetful my belle is. haas.
anyway was feeling super moody cuz im meeting dear aft dat
anyway wait`d fer him ; met abt 7
went fer dinner and bought my white m)phosis slippers
whee.
anyway like how i predicted ; when i see him i juz cant seem to put how i feel into words
i juz feel v happy when i see him
and how he carrys my bag ; hold my hand
i really feel love`d
hence i juz felt so wrong to say how i feel
haas. anyway aft dat he went dwn to rp and get me the stuffs
dan we train`d back to tpy.
on the train we did talked a lil.
i forced myself to ; otherwise when things go out of hand its unfair to both of us.
and well contd the talk at my void deck
and yupz finally get to say out how i totally feel
like how i dun feel love`d and i totally dun feel like im in a r/s at all.
and so on ; told him that it will be my last straw
if aft sometime its still like this
i have no choice but to let gooo
hees. aiights prissy is a happy ger now. :)

now all i shall do is close my eyes and pray.
and hope fer da best. meeting becky darlin tml to shop
gonna have my tragus pierce`d.

anyway was really happy today in sch. i love wednesdays.
woohoo!!! one day i really wish to know how is it like to hug my mystery guy.
mwahahahahahahaha. ok prissy is gg nuts. muz be da lack of slp
i better go slp.i wanna get up and go fer lecture tml.
hugs darlings. off i go
wheeeee.