finally done with my part for the peer teaching notes.
my head is spinning round and round.
and it hurts so god damn farkin much!
gonna hit da sack soon. haas.
today was a rotten day. it juz wun stop raining.
luckily i found an umbrella. haas. so din get dat wet today.
din do much. juz went back to church.
hmm. alot is running through my mind.
well. i feel dat im contradicting myself. haas.
part of me really wanna go back to church.
to enjoy the praise ; listen to sermon and feel convicted.
but. i dont wanna be tied dwn by the dos and donts.
imagine i cant wear spag tops. imagine i cant have a bf.
dan wat i gonna do w my precious. u get wat i mean?
i dun wanna go fer midweeks and bible talks.
i dun wanna have a disciple to monitor my daily life w god.
yes i know i ought to do my quiet time and pray to him every day.
but. sometimes its juz hard. i haven been doin dat fer years!
get wat i mean?
oh wells. thank god im not da oni one feeling this way.
haas. maneka also felt it too.
so we got a crazy and stupid but workable plan.
we will juz go church every sunday morning.
sit at one secluded area ; far from everyone we know.
aft service be da first to choing out. haas.
maybe next week will be our first attempt. we shall see how it goes.
anyway i was v poor thing today. nobody wanna come out fer dinner w me.
why? cause its raining. even my precious. actually is i dun wan meet him de la.
i was alr starving ; dan he still need an hour to meet me.
might as well go bang wall rite? haas. yes. had a lonely dinner.
-sobx- aiights
tis cant go on anymore. i really need to slp.my head is spinning.
some pics on ytd trip in townn.
nydc
whee. full meal at nydc. and we discovered a secret.
us at
big O
the cake was simply heavenly. it left me craving for more.

yupz. its my favourite. and read carefully. there's this phrase that says : priscilla, a real sweetie
oh man. how true! haas.