Tuesday, January 24, 2006


super emo today. tons goin thru my mind.
watever i say here is juz how i feel.
a place fer me to put dwn my thots.
not fer you to tell me wat to do.
millions of stuffs runnin here and there. its tiring me out.
wat piss me most is that we are halfway talkin and you gotta go.
its serious stuff ya. yes i know u gotta wake up at 4 and get ready fer work
but with such thing happening between us u can actually juz doze off.
amazing! aint it? rite. being w him fer so long i actually know abt it.
and there`s nth i can do abt it. can i? he`s always this silly boy.
yes ; my silly lil boy.
i dont deny i love him loads. i really do.
love makes you do silly things and go certain extend.
thou we seldom meet up ; but whenever we`re out.
as long as im near him ; its pure bliss.
in my heart im smiling so widely ; grinning frm ear to ear
the feeling is so warm and fuzzy
its undescribable and i guess nothing in this world could beat this feeling.
except maybe eminem call out my name give me a big hug and kiss.
but dats oni temporary haas. im nuts.
yes yes. i love him so much that i cant bear to really make it one last time ; one last chance
i said so many last chance b4 but it din work.
maybe this time i`ll be really drained out and i will hold my words to it?
maybe ; maybe not
but somehow despite the love im really gettin drained up.
yes ; i know he has to work and he can never really give me the time i want
i have grown to accept that. i understand the fact that he has to work and will not have time fer me as often as i wished. maybe thats why every single time i see him i feel wat i feel. ?
-shrugs-
but i really want someone to love me ; to care ; to pamper me ; and be sweet ; whisper sweet nothings. haas.
but guess all this is really hard fer him.
he aint an expressive person. a lil effort to try will be good nuff.
i know he loves me loads. he always give in to me
he always tolerate my tantrums ; my nonsense
nv once complain`d ; nv once lose his temper
and im super grateful fer that. C=

oh wells. maybe i shall juz get dwn and talk to him.
i gotta do this somehow. message gotta be sent across to him.
the last chance ; my last straw
and i pray fer the best cuz baby i really love you.



PRISS threw a coin into the pond @02:02

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pRyncess pRissy. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. self obsessed.
cant live wout: orange zen neeon ; black3230 ; strawberries chocolates ; tanning ; swimming ; big screen movies ; late nights ; sleepovers ; talking ; a lil booze ; a lil partying ; my gurlos ; my family

for all the joy you brought to my life ; for all those times you stood by me ; you were always there for me ; my world is a better place because of you. i love you guys. <3

can i have it liddat?

*bliss and happiness
*a lil of material needs as well

lemme hear you



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