fourth day.
i really dunno what to say.
my heart is really breaking real bad.
i needa good cry
tot i could meet carol and talk things out but apparently she couldnt make it
so nvm la
friday`s the limit ; i swear
went dwn to msh aft mhh
din want to be alone and go home early
so that`s the oni company i thought of
and yes with them ard it was definitely laughters
they told me things that happen`d that night at ktv
but are they really telling the truth!?
oh man! dun even wanna think ; so pai sei la
better to be ignorant

anyway im starting to feel that this r.s has come to an end
but somehow im still hoping to hear my phone ring and hear your voice
everytime i receive a sms ; i hope its your name i see
sad to say. NO! not even once.
if i ever let this r.s go ; we are both hurt equally
maybe you might not even hurt
sighz. hate to think of that

my heart is aching so bad that i can feel no other pain