last night went fer the birthday party
as usual there was endless amount of alcohol
and yupz ; i got myself all drunk
was so wasted
all that was hidden in me came out
tears flow`d non stop ; words came out all wrong
maybe i shld really reconsider this r.s

i dont know what exactly happen`d
bits and pieces
thanks shermain dear who came all the way dwn and took care of me
andy was also there lookin after me
felt so bad cause it was his bday yet he has to take care of me and couldnt enjoy
whatever i feel couldnt be put into words
shermain told me what you said and i was really touched cause nobody said that to me before
right. i always feel so safe and secure next to you
haas. you have always been like a big brother to me
=) thanks a lot fer taking care of me