time of the month fer me to emo away

at times i really miss mum alot
and i just wish that she doesnt need to work in kl
i know she sure miss us alot too
evident from all the msges and calls i got from her
seeing her 3 days a month aint enough fer me to tell her all that had happen in the rest of the 29 days.
yes ; i sure do complain when she is ard
naggy and controlling and stuff
but when she is not around i miss her walking to my room
giving me hugs ; asking me how is my day
sigh
mummy dearest is really the greatest
throughout the years things have really changed
since young i used to tag along w her
teens yrs ; tried so hard to keep her out from my life
loads of quarreling
now we are rather close compared to the previous years
we respect each other much more
=)
and well ; mum accept the fact that im growing up and she gives me tons of space to breathe but still make sure she knows what`s goin on in my life.
she really loves me tons ; every month she`s back
we go shopping or what ; she never fail to get me stuffs i want
she know its not necessary to buy fer me
but she know that by doing that i`ll be happy so she get it fer me
sighs. i`ll nv understand a mother`s love till i become one

he gonna start work tml and all the way till april
without off. ok one day off fer his TP.
sighz. am gonna miss seeing him so much
hopefully the schedule`s not that bad. at least gonna meet fer dinner
man. cant believe today sorta like the last day. keke
watever. sometimes i just feel that he wil just leave one day
i guess its fear from the past
scars and hurt will always remind you of things which you dun wan to rmb
i know i do take him fer granted at times
i know he will always be so patient with me
no matter how irritating i am
he will nv lose his temper at me
13 months has passed and yes i do want more 13 months
and maybe 13 years. =)
i do love him loads no matter how irritating he can get at times.
i dunno what i will do without him.