went tanning in the morning with yinki and sher.
and YES! i did get a lil tanner!
but guess what? wearing that stupid racerback top for breakfast really ruin it!
FARK IT!
grrrrrrrrrr.
was supposed to catch 330 rumor has it in cine
guess ALL of us couldnt make it on time
ended up eating lunch ; shopping ard ; slacking ; and eat AGAIN!
anyway finished shopping the entire far east
wanted to get this top ; but in the end dun have the design i want
so i sat outside the shop and wait fer the rest of my gurls to finish their shopping
was watchin jay chou`s mtv. =)
and all of a sudden i saw daniel walking into the area with his gf.
i din know what to do ; what to react
so when he smiled at me i just smiled back
and i really regretted doing that
i should have just ignore his presence
haiz. whatever.
tons of emotions washed over me from the instance i saw him
yes i did get over him ; contd w my life
but somehow this wound could never be healed
memories ; times shared ; all these can never be erased!
somehow i wish i could really erase all these ; no amount of time will take away all these
i guess i really love`d you too much
that explains the hurt
after seeing him ; im really afraid that james will leave me fer another girl
the same thing daniel did to me
actually im really afraid to get into a r.s again
to fall in love again
to get hurt all over again when the wound just heal
seriously despite all the unhappiness i feel at times in this r.s
i never never wanna lose him
yes it did occur to me that getting out of this r.s might be better
but still i really do love him
and i dun wan to lose him ; i cant imagine him holding another girl`s hand
hugging her ; telling her how much he loves her just like the way he did to me.
NO! i cannot imagine that and i dont want that to happen!
well ; guess im really oxymoronic hur. grrr
tons of memories ; emotions are still sweeping over me
was packing my stuffs the other day
and saw things that we did way back then.
to throw away or keep it? shrugs-
oh man! how can i stop myself from thinking abt all this!?
daniel tan ; bastard......................................