din go school today ; been sleeping alot at home.
took medicine. felt better. world`s not spining as much.
not so jelly like. shld be able to pay attention in class tml.
=)

so much running thru my mind these days.
i dunno what to think abt. i dunno what to feel as well.
has the feelings faded? or im just too numb to feel?
i dunno how to keep the r.s alive. i really dun.
yes. i do love you. and i do believe you love me.
but somehow im starting to think that you are not the ONE for me.
im sorry if i`ve hurt you by thinking this way.
but thats how im truly feeling.
i tried so hard to make it work. i tried so hard to make myself feel happy and loved when im with you. well its really tiring. and i dunno how long more i can take.
yes im happy. but oni at certain time. not everytime. fer the past 15 months i think i felt more hurt and disappointment than love.
yes. i hope you can truly touch your heart and answer me that in the past 15 months have you really given me the love and happiness that i truly deserve?
i dun wish to hang onto something that is never gonna come.
i dunno what im thinking. i dunno what to do.
crossroad of life. i`ve reached it.
which way to go!?
can someone please guide me.