Wednesday, June 28, 2006


back from my daily routine - visit to the playground. C:

now its time for a book review.
i just finish reading A Crack In Forever by Jeannie Brewer.
well. it is something v different from all the other romance i read.
this book there`s no happily live forever ending. death forced this 2 people who are v much in love apart.
eric moro and alexandra taylor met by fate and got tgt by love.
things were going on great until one day eric found out that he is infected with aids.
he know that his future and dream will be gone. but he din bother. what he cared most was alex.
he was infected by his ex gf, tiffany, who used to do drugs and they shared needle. that`s hw he got infected.
alex did not leave him, continue to stay by his side cause she love him.
day by day ; eric got weaker. alex switched jobs to spend more time w him.
their wedding got postponed indefinitely.
alex knew that one day eric gotta go. but she refuse to accept that.
anyway, eric died in the end and alex managed to face death in the face boldly.
the title was explained in a way that brought me to tears. i cant really express it in words like this. if you have the chance. do read it. it will change your life somehow.

i cried buckets. its so awful to see the one you love die b4 you and there`s nth you can do.
and it dawn on me that life is so fragile. anything can happen anytime. and there will always be insufficient time for you to do all you want. insufficient time to spend forever with the one you love. this book made me wanna hug everyone and tell them i love them. i know i often take my family for granted. but they are the most impt ppl in my life. (: im so afraid of losing my love ones after reading the book. and separation from someone you really love. i never want to go thru the pain of losing someone i love like alexandra.
this just got me thinking so much. if im so afraid of losing someone who i really love then maybe i should prevent myself from getting into the pit. so i will not feel the hurt and despair when that happens one day. right?!

if you are reading this. i want you to know that im really scared of losing you ; be separated from you ; to know that one day you will not feel this way abt me anymore.



PRISS threw a coin into the pond @00:17

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cant live wout: orange zen neeon ; black3230 ; strawberries chocolates ; tanning ; swimming ; big screen movies ; late nights ; sleepovers ; talking ; a lil booze ; a lil partying ; my gurlos ; my family

for all the joy you brought to my life ; for all those times you stood by me ; you were always there for me ; my world is a better place because of you. i love you guys. <3

can i have it liddat?

*bliss and happiness
*a lil of material needs as well

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