met up with carol and jin hai today.
well. it indeed made me feel better.
at least im not as depress as last night.
finally the ringing has stop. and i do not know whether am i happy or sad.
but somehow i know i wanna move on with my life.
being single and carefree.
free to meet all my friends
free to go out with whichever guy i want.
free to go clubbing and not be guilty of anything.
free to go after my own happiness
free to enjoy the attention i get from him.now the second phase of my current situation is actually facing myself.
and im afraid of doing so. im afraid of knowing what i truly want.
right. running away has always been my forte.
but i dunno if i shld do so anymore.
but im just afraid to face it. whatever.
i can take all my time. cause i know
you will give it to me.
in the meantime, enjoy singlehood.
i want you to know that thou i miss holding hands with you
miss walking back home with you
miss meeting you at the interchange
miss having dinner at central with my fav ice cream aft that
time will never turn back
we gotta look forward and move on with life
thanks for all those memories
it will be safely kept in my heart
goodbye and take care